im wad i am
welcome to my lala land.
i want to live in a world of myself.
no disturbance
no nothing.
just me.
Saturday, April 29, 2006
11:05 PM
thanks lotssssss to sir ahmad&jon (:
great to have them actually
haha.
[7:46pm]
kind of disappointed with you guys again
tot you guys will do & check properly then send
but it seemed otherwise
sometimes just dno wad things got over you all
just did the work blindly.
i rly dno wad got over you guys, staffs and aps, both sm tot the sgts who holds a lower post is doing better than you guys. do you rly care about your part? can prove us that you guys do care??
enw.
been troubling over the ROD date
here clash there clash
wthhh`
keep looking my handbook & think
still have to see these clts free these clts not free
in the first place we are so busy too
hais.
just now on the fone with the clts again
tok until really wna cry alr
and he just sounds so angry in the bg due to canot co-ordinate with them and they have to pon sch if they wan come for our ROD
but wad to do?
you think i never plan the date properly?
i've been thinking for so long alr.
it's our ROD
i also wish you guys can make it
but we really dunhave the timeslot
huisia also dno wad to do alr
who to understand me?
my passion towards this cca
i wan to do well
i wan to let all the ppl who help me when im a cadet & an usm to come for my ROD, for my part's ROD
and apart from that.
who can understand my situation?
when my studies are the worst in my part
and the schedule for my june is
first week - conquer O.
second week - whole dae trng + discussion for posting
third week - supposedly planning of ROD and parade
fourth week - CUGC
and it's my common test week alr!
i promise my mum i will work hard
i promised that
i alwaes break that promise since sec sch
i dunwan break it agn for this coming common Test/Prelim/Olvl
she dun expect me to go into JC and uni
she dun expect extremely well results
she just expect me to get at least a diploma
she. .
i love her.
i've just drop amaths
and have to work doubly hard for emaths
i wish for a good ROD
i wish for good results
but wad to do.
so many problems.
breakdown-
Thursday, April 27, 2006
7:39 PM
thanks cin (:
gna treasure my klasmates lots & lots!
esp jackie; cindy; kg; yy and lots!
gna have drastic chnges in the sitting arrangements in klas!
but still the same for me i guess (:
else i'll die w/o that listening ear cum S.P!
thanks cindy (:
btw!
cindy and chitsian the two studious ppl gna sit in front of me i think!
SO!
i think i will be 'stressed' by them
so will work harder
else will die~~
CINDY & CHITSIAN!
must teach me and jackie okays!
LOL!
die die must make me study~
hardworking & crazy people are arnd me!
im so fortunate (:
love 4/3 more and more~
tmr oral`!
HAIS.
goodluck to me! xD
photo-taking too!
wna look best tmr~
last photo with my dearest klas and my last year in sch too!
#LOTSA LOVE <3
oh yes!
HAPPY SWEEEET SIXTEEN TO MY DEAREST 24hour frend TAN BO HAO! xD
HAPPY 19th BIRTHDAE TO TAN WEEEEEE~
(sorry din make it for your birthdae lunch)
Wednesday, April 26, 2006
7:37 PM
it's okay my dear (:
give me some time bahs
though still kind of angry/sad/disappointed with you guys.
sorry din tok todae
just dun feel like opening my mouth
same for the next few daes i think
but still can come tok to me lahs
then will slowly back to normal again
(:
todae early morning going to sch
downstairs my block is mediacorp!
not the first time alr!
previous was chen zhi cai with the bride (forget wad show)
LOL!
they are so early to come here and film
and i saw zeng shi mei!
she is darn pretty
wanted to take picture with her
but too paiseh
LOL!
she's really damn gorgeous
good-looking with such good complexion and BIG eyes!
bit regret nv take pic.
eniwae.
mum told me they later went market film again
and there's mo xiao ling!
ROFL~
this morning,
my legs just auto hesitated to go into the klas
but have to go in eniwae (:
din tok to you guys whole dae
i was feeling no good either
but rly dun feel like toking
sorry (:
wasted my whole afternoon walking
dammit.
nan de i got the energy to study this afternoon
argh`
mr tong!
if you're reading this!
im not selected for consultation two times for maths alr! xp
the one last thing im gna sae. .
I LOVE 4/3 (:
number of comics under matthew's desk (-___-")
that overnite stay at cindy's house. . rocks. . still got somemore pics haven upload, next time k!
omg, this is terrible! amount of things wrote on the whiteboard for differentiation!
chitsian's birthdae! kena 'raped', as usual.
that's all for todae!
Tuesday, April 25, 2006
8:04 PM
wanted to blog todae
blog EVERYTHING,
EVERY PICTURES.
but.
THEY SPOIL MY FREAKING MOOD ALRIGHT?
im alrdy so damn tired todae
tired until just now went dinner with mum
i teared.
came home so excitedly
wanted to blog and rest for TODAY
but.
wad i heard?
you guys discussed about me?
my personal affairs?
for my own good?
yes.
i agreed
but think back
did you all use the RIGHT method
discussed about my privacy?
my fucking problem?
wada fuck is wrong with you guys hurh?
noe how terrible i feel?
the people there
NOT every single one is my fucking best/good frend!
put yourself in my shoes
will you let someone you not so close with noeing the details of your privacy?
THINK PEOPLE.
to think i've trusted you guys. .
esp the close ones.
Friday, April 14, 2006
9:01 PM
back from cindy's house!
and i got myself a new haircut todae!
mannnnn. .
damn tired.
wad happen in cindy's house will be updated sooon (:
new haircut! with the hair tied up (: was experimenting my hair when i got home, must noe how to tie. cos it's layered. .
take 1
take 2
how?
my current one or last time one looks better?
i can alwaes play with my hair and had a new one again, LOL.
enjoyed the 'ton' at cindy's house
due to lotsa reasons x))
rocks.
Saturday, April 08, 2006
4:47 PM
HELLO EVERYONE!
hahhaas. .
din update my blog for quite some time le~
just a short one with pictures i guess. .
oh yahs,
ystd ncc did something daring that i cant believe i actually did it
LOL!
but yea,
it's really my unit
i need to have my stand (:
at the very least,
i have my NCO's support.
korkor was back from NS duty in thailand last week!
he bought mum, sis, and me a crystal bracelet each!
and the crystal is real yea. xDD
mine is mixed colours! sis's is black crystals! <3
this is the FIRST present i got for this year 16th birthdae! from my dearesr korkor again! xD LOVE HIM LOTS!
it's a beads bracelet?
NO! it added into my dearest collection of. . WATCHES!
some pics taken recently. .
last week when we were doing bio practical~
ystd with junrui, mrs yeo nv come, went out to have a chat at the 5th flr staircase~ junrui saes he looks so fat in this pic,HAHA. chubby hoh? xp
with my S.P, simply too crazy during bio lessons = photo-taking lessons, HAHA. ( he's wearing yinghui's spec; im wearing jon zee's spec. )
that's about it.
i suddenly have so much feelings and thinkings towards ncc now,LOL.
th e g ir l*
16
jsps - amkss
ncc air
13 february 1990
w i sh i n g f or*
bring my parents to overseas with my siblings; a hardworking me; GREAT grades in olvls this year
