im wad i am
welcome to my lala land.
i want to live in a world of myself.
no disturbance
no nothing.
just me.
Tuesday, February 28, 2006
4:59 PM
HEYS PEOPLE!
just received sms from izuan~
it's time to show off~~ xD
Best Unit Competition. .
AMKSS NCC AIR GOT A GOLD !
w0o-hOo!
90.25%~
room for improvement!
but. .
still good!
keep it up people!
aim for the eagles award or wadever it is called!
im going for physics tuition tml!
so long never go tuition le
just now called up the tuition teacher
scott recommended de
he sounds so super frendly~
gosh~
sign of relief. .
din noe todae call
tml jiu go le~
cos i wan tuesdae
but this week tuesdae is todae
so tml make up! xD
excited~
maybe going there for maths too
see how lohs~
I NEED MOTIVATION!
[12.58 am]
after so many toking to cindy
i've decided to change my phone!
my mind is set!
btw. .
im gna change to nokia 6280!
omg!
its fcuking niceeeeeee!
dun see from the picture
go to the shop and see the casing!
it's out alrdy
but singapore haven sell it yet
they only received the display casing!
FREAKING NICE! xD
im waiting~~~~~
gna cut hair; change plan; change handphone; change everything i could find!
nokia 6280 here i come~~
Sunday, February 26, 2006
7:36 PM
just uploaded all the pictures. .
my birthdae; valentine's dae; 4/3 klaz play; asian aerospace
damn lots~
but haven upload to photobucket&resize them
intended to write about everything since 13 feb
but think it's impossible bahs. .
it seems that every week is the same
weekdaes skool daes
go to skool; come back slp; no hw done
seems that all the saturdaes from the beginning of the skool reopening i had something on, hais
sundae morning go british council for tuition; come back slp; dinner; slp
SIAN AH!
i dun have the motivation to study alrdy
not at all. .
everyone's like chiong-ing now
while me?
still lagging behind
sec3 work all dunoo
now sec4?
more worst
and seriously something happened can make you. .
lose all the hopes for everything
lose the motivation for everything
lose the mood for everything
seriously im slacking everydae
just too lazy and moodless to move myself
my heart isnt there to study at all
and i hate those people who saes. .
' shit, i never study lehs,sure fail de. . '
when they DID study and even pass the test with flying colours
like wtf lahs. .
got study jiu sae got study lahs. .
i totally never study and wad you expect?
been failing all the test since sch reopened
except for binomial. .
hais~
tml physics test
electricity.
i really dun understand these few chapters
HAIS.
you used to teach me when i duno
just a photo for todae
4/3 class play 'a road to the west'
dunwan blog le.
i was taking a nap just now in the afternoon
and. .
i dreamt of us in the rain
Tuesday, February 21, 2006
6:59 PM
i changed my blog song. .
enjoy~
Movie: Pokemon the First Movie
Artist: Midnight Sons
Song: If Only Tears Could Bring You Back
How will I start
Tomorrow without you here
Who's heart will guide me
When all the answers disappear
Is it too late
Are you too far gone to stay
This one's forever
Should never have to go away
What will I do You know
I'm only half without you
How will I make it through
If only tears could bring you back to me
If only love could find a way
What I would do, what I would give
If you returned to me someday
Somehow, someway
If my tears could bring you back to me
I'd cry you an ocean
If you'd sail on home again
Wings of emotion
Will carry you, I know they can
Just light will guide you
And your heart will chart the course
Soon you'll be drifting
Into the arms of your true north
Look in my eyes
And you will see a million tears have gone by
And still they're not dry
If only tears could bring you back to me
If only love could find a way
What I would do, what I would give
If you returned to me someday
Somehow, someway
If my tears could bring you back to me
I hold you close
And shout the words I only whispered before
For one more chance, for one last dance
There's nothing that I would not give and more
If only tears could bring you back to me
If only love could find a way
What I would do, what I would give
If you returned to me someday
Somehow, someway
If my tears could bring you back to me
Sunday, February 19, 2006
6:49 PM
wun be blogging alrdy
until im shuang.
camera with sis also
cant upload pics
sorry cindy and qiaoyu
just fuck off people
i aint in a good mood
btw
i have no more painter
Saturday, February 18, 2006
10:43 AM
one of my fav songs when i bought S.H.E album
coincidence that the date is in the lyrics
慢慢失忆 所有和你的事情必须忘记
爱的盆地 深怕在一滴眼泪就会决堤
我也不想 被你肯定
在这个时候 说我 让你感动过
别握住我的手 说我一定会懂
做不成的爱人变成最好朋友
别牵着我的手 想着别人脸孔
换个方式牵手 并不会更好过
可不可以 不做你朋友
慢慢心痛 没有人发现我和从前不同 (不同)
你的眼中 看得见另一个人给的感动
我也不要你心疼我 在这个时候 对我比从前温柔 (跟温柔)
别握住我的手 说我一定会懂
做不成的爱人变成最好朋友 (做不成的爱人变成)
别牵着我的手 想着别人脸孔
换个方式牵手 并不会更好过
可不可以 不做你朋友
应该放晴的天气 还下雨 别这样下去
我难过 但是说不出口
RAP:
一直逃避
我以为闭上眼睛就能忘记我的记忆开始在雨天的七月二十三慢慢经过我们一起绕过的十字街头怎么走都走不到尽头
握住我的手 说我一定会懂
做不成的爱人变成最好朋友 (做不成的爱人变成)
别牵着我的手 想着别人脸孔
换个方式牵手 并不会更好过
可不可以 别回头
可不可以 就放手
可不可以 不做你的朋友
I Don't Want To Miss A Thing
Aerosmith
I could stay awake just to hear you breathing
Watch you smile while you are sleeping
While you're far away and dreaming
I could spend my life in this sweet surrender
I could stay lost in this moment forever
Every moment spent with you
Is a moment I treasure
Don't wanna close my eyes
Don't wanna fall asleep
'Cause I'd miss you, baby
And I don't wanna miss a thing
'Cause even when I dream of you
The sweetest dream would never do
I'd still miss you, baby
And I don't wanna miss a thing
Laying close to you
Feeling your heart beating
And I'm wondering what you're dreaming
Wondering if it's me you're seeing
Then I kiss your eyes and thank God we're together
I just wanna stay with you
In this moment forever, forever and ever
Don't wanna close my eyes
Don't wanna fall asleep
'Cause I'd miss you, baby
And I don't wanna miss a thing
'Cause even when I dream of you
The sweetest dream would never do
I'd still miss you, baby
And I don't wanna miss a thing
I don't wanna miss one smile
I don't wanna miss one kiss
I just wanna be with you
Right here with you, just like this
I just wanna hold you close
Feel your heart so close to mine
And just stay here in this moment
For all the rest of time
Don't wanna close my eyes
Don't wanna fall asleep
'Cause I'd miss you, baby
And I don't wanna miss a thing
'Cause even when I dream of you
The sweetest dream would never do
'Cause I'd still miss you, baby
And I don't wanna miss a thing
Don't wanna close my eyes
Don't wanna fall asleep
'Cause I'd miss you, baby
And I don't wanna miss a thing
'Cause even when I dream of you
The sweetest dream would never do
I'd still miss you, baby
And I don't wanna miss a thing
Don't wanna close my eyes
Don't wanna fall asleep, yeah
I don't wanna miss a thing
everything's ended, i still love you-
Sunday, February 12, 2006
8:56 PM
im done with it. .
tada!
how was it? x))
`*3morehours-
[7.11pm]
shld i give?
shopped for vdae presents ystd
saw this very nice
jiu buy le
came home 9+ started jiu piah~
foned with jianhua
todae morning woke up early piah abit
tuitioned.
came home piah again. .
so now. .
here it is!~
gy sae its sort of gay asking aa guy to bring home
maybe not giving le~
due to some other reasons too. .
no vdae presents?
hmmmmmms. .\
but people please keep quiet from jy first until vdae alright (:
materials to do the card x))
a pic i took on dno which night. .
okays. .
going continue with the puzzle liaos. .
hais~
haven study phy and chi yet.
oh yes.
forgot to mention that amkss ncc air got a very very nice QM
lol.
super impartial and nice guy!!
they've made the right choice
jason teo rawks! (:
im escaping from reality
im keeping myself so busy that i dunwan myself to think about the asshole B3
hais~
im really afraid to face that
that cruel reality~
`*valentine'sdae-
Saturday, February 11, 2006
2:41 AM
wish to noe who write smthin in my student handbook?
tag at the board alright
just saw it
im very gandong
isit you cindy?
or qiaoyu?
(:
anyone who wrote it tell me alright.
cant get to slp. .
[1.54 pm]
dun blame me for being dao in skool
sad 16 im gna have
fcuk it
fcuk it to the core alright
wads the use of studying?
wads the use of aimming?
wads the use of piah-ing so much during the exams?
until the very last minute then finished?
and wads the use of getting a fcuking Distinction for Oral?!
wads the useeeeE you tell me la.
take one knife and kill me
if you ppl curious abt my results
dun go asking arnd okays
i tell you straight here
right now
i got a fcuking B3!
yes.
a very fcuking one.
the yi jun alwaes do well in hmt
got a fcuking B3?!
i cant believe myself
NOT AT ALL.
FCUK CHINESE.
KNN LA!
some kind of present i got for my mum?
B3 sucks.
cried for 2 hours continuously in klaz todae
until eyes swollen like fuck
came down air room
skipped trng
coop myself up in there until 6pm
came home cry again
like now.
uncontrollable tears
my 16th birthdae?
gna be like shit
and i haven buy his present
in this kind of state?
sucks.
you people wun noe how impt is chinese to me
its my life in studies
i survive hard with it
`*ilovejy-
Thursday, February 09, 2006
10:08 PM
tml is The DAY people
the dae i've been waiting for. .
the birthdae present for my mum last year
hope it will be a good one (:
but scared han zi pulled me down tremendously
i got one out of 5 correct
pathetic isnt it
hais~
A11111111111111111111111`!
Wednesday, February 08, 2006
10:21 PM
people!
vote for songs!
hahahhas~
first - wo men de gu shi By tension(current song)
second - gou gou shou By guo mei mei (is the ending song for ai de zhang men ren)
third - duan le de xuan By jay chou
xD
th e g ir l*
16
jsps - amkss
ncc air
13 february 1990
w i sh i n g f or*
bring my parents to overseas with my siblings; a hardworking me; GREAT grades in olvls this year
