im wad i am
welcome to my lala land.
i want to live in a world of myself.
no disturbance
no nothing.
just me.
Sunday, July 31, 2005
5:38 PM
yoyo!
just now went to the chinese physician
TUI NA! xp
hmmmms
he just tui tui lohs~
he sae by right youngster shldnt have this kinda problem
oh yah
btw
is my right shoulder lahs
if youu read my last time de post
my right shoulder got problem
now getting serious
even walking or doing nothing
will also ache until cant tahan
sumtimes even 'spread' to the elbow there
hais~
eniwae
so todae go there tui lohs
he said
if still pain
must go for x-tray liaos~
sianx 1/2
hope im fine (:
LOL!
after that go my mama's frend's shop again =x
LOL!
bought a blouse!
I LOVE IT! xD
there's blue andd pink
but auntie sae i wear pink nicer~
btw
i tell youu
auntie's skills for matching clothes RAWKS!
ystd NOMAD!
well
some amksians said it's nice
some amksians said it's not nice
for me
i dun think it's that nice =x
think becox i duno how to appreciate arts bahs
that's a very important point!
cos ppl from outside or even amksians duno artistic stuffs
so they will think 'wad the hell they doing?'
like me... =x
hahahhas~
din caught everything~
4/5 hot dog roti prata RAWKS my world lahs!
LOL!
andd 4/1's dumplings DARN NICE!
YUM YUM~
wad i enjoyed about nomad think is the f o o d bahs =x
wahahhahas~
I LOVE YESTERDAE!
YESTERDAE RAWKSSSSSSS!!!!!!!!!
`*i love the warmth andd assurance youu gives me-
Friday, July 29, 2005
7:57 PM
a DARN nice andd sweet picture caught my attention just now! PURPLE~
siannnx
like so many people going for todae's NOMAD de slot
why so little people online?!?!
SO SIAN!
22/197 contacts are online lohs!
just now even more pathetic
16 ppl nia!
IM SO BORRRREEEEEDDD!
`*missing youu every moment-
[1.46pm]
wOo-hOos*
hahahhas
now im blogging at ghim yang's house
ghim yang,ji yong andd ying hui playing PS2
so sianxxx
slacking here
hahahhaas~
they have to do duty later
so ke lian
lalallas~
i have no duty! xp
going back home later when they need to go
had my lunch just now at KFC with them andd their sir
OMG!
i cant tahan ghim yang lahs!
he DARN farni can!
make us laugh andd laugh andd laugh!
got one point the food really stuck there andd cant really breathe
so i stop laughing for a moment
BUT!
he still joking
so had a hard time swallowing my food
LOL!
i was laughing all the wae!
PEOPLE!
next time please beware when youu go out have meals with him
wahahahahhas! xD
overall
NICE DAE! xp
gna do my portfolio soon
tml is my NOMAD de slot
duno wad to wear lohs
stupid skool
sae canot wear wad wad wad
like t-shirts all that
wad to sae lehs
stupid ppl beside me now
lalalas~ xp
`*my everydae life simply R A W K S!-
Wednesday, July 27, 2005
9:52 PM
*no comments*
ni ku zhe dui qo shuo
tong hua li dou shi pian ren de
[5.16pm]
hmmms
I LOVE NOMAD! xD
hahhahas~
im nuts~
oh yahs
go see lester's blog bahs
he's 'advertising' our NOMAD
hahahahas~
nice idea
but im too lazy to blog
go see yea~ x))
skool starts at 8.15a.m for this whole week
DARN SHIOK!
miss cheeky smile!
SMILE PEOPLE!
all of us look great when we smile yea! xD
anti-trouble!
just let me be wild for just once...
the jounrney seems so long. .so slow. .
but im willing to walk andd persevere. .
till the end. .
for youu are. .
my life.
my world.
my earth.
my universe. (:
thanx for letting me to enter the little world of yours
i will treasure youu as much as i can
or rather,
more than i can afford to
ilove youu*
`*afraid to lose youu; i love youu so-
Monday, July 25, 2005
11:16 PM
i just so in love with these five words!
wo men de gu shi! (:
andd it happens that tension's wo men de gu shi is one of my favourite songs
hehehhes
but the lyrics aint for me (:
im happy xD
`*our story-
Sunday, July 24, 2005
10:57 PM
typical singaporeans
kpo as ever
please mind your own business (:
we are adults already
dun act like as if youu are a 3 year old kid
`*let nature takes its course-
[5.21pm]
just got my ears pierced!
LOL!
darn pain man
just now mum was telling me that
when it's their time
they dun have those gun-like thing to pierce
they use needle!
omg
poke thru le then use the earrings to make it bigger
man~
got bleed de youu noe
can youu imagine?!
omg~
`*24 hours is yours-
[12.29pm]
slept last night
woke up this morning
still cant believe it actually happens
like something youu hope for so long
suddenly youu have it
youu wun be used to it
andd of cox
cant believe it. .
`*a dream comes true; imu-
Saturday, July 23, 2005
7:32 PM
ehs
here to sae a few words
just in case yea
especially to youu* (a gal)
tt time kinda silly to cry for that particular matter lahs
cos i duno how tt person feels
so kind of sad lohs
but now
i noe (:
i fang yi bai ge xin le
i trust him yea
noe he's your best frend
dun be afraid to be seen by me when both of youu are together
i noe youu throw all your xin shi to him de
hahahas
but dun be afraid yea
cos i trust him (:
same goes to those who noe wad im toking
frends are for life
i dun wan him to have that kind 'can only have one' de feelings
e.g have relationship but no frendship;
or
have frendship but no relationship
i wan him to have both
his frends still remain
as close as him yeaa
i wun jealous or wadever shit
that's for sure
for i have trust him
i wan the best for him (:
last time duno how to treasure things
but now
i noe
too possessive is a nono to me already
last time too childish
so
yeah
i trust youu
youu trust me
as simple as that (:
`*trust is a MUST NEED; andd i assure youu that i have trust in youu-
[5.53pm]
OMG!
the smiley yi jun is bacckkk! xD
`*gna treasure youu lots,i promise-
[5.10pm]
ystd first ever training conducted by us
the time is okays
very zun shi
but
the training like kind of slack?
hmmmms
shall toughen it as times goes by
cos NCC really seems like going to be national childcare centre
todae is the first NDP rehearsal
one word = sux
esp the supporting contingent (no offence)
their drills are like shit =x (no offence again)
ehs
seriously need to practice the march pass & controlling the colour parties
that one is like shit
i MUST practice!
OMG!
kena KISSED by cindy ong andd vivien todae!
omg
duno kissed by them on the cheeks how many times!
andd i kissed cindy duno how many times too!
hahahhas
vivien so scared to kena kissed by me!
wahahahhas!
`*shldnt have told youu; we are drifting apart. . slowly. .
Wednesday, July 20, 2005
9:17 PM
so coincidence todae
todae received 2 videos url from my frends
one from azmi; darn motivating:
http://upchucky.net/~upchucky/flash-fun/farmer-donkey.swf
one from jewel; DARN LAME!:
http://www.storewars.org/flash/index.html
[7.51pm]
the united charlie is nowhere to be found now
where is it
i miss them
really. .
ystd ndp rehearsal
but rained
end up only GOH stayed back
drills andd so on
thanx azmi for sending me home
sometimes i felt so blessed
cos got so many frends pei me walk home
hahaahhas!
just finished the training plan
gna piah tonnes of h/w later
duno can tahan anots
chinese compo
chinese journal
chiinese paper
chinese zuo ye
bio mindmap
bio story making
e-maths
bless me bahs... =(
*(first time in my blog i put a sad face)*
after skool went popular bought two O'level chinese shou ce
duno got the time to stardy anots
i saw 2 initial-D book andd the CD!
but at that time i have no money!
arrgggghhhhh!
plus together think can add up to $60+
IM GNA BY THEM ALL!
but. .
im gna get the money from where?!
LOL!
later went to buy clothes
hahahahs~
3 tops; one skirt; one dress; one long pants
$100+
mum bought stuffs for herself too
gna take money from papa
hahahhas~
cos it's mama pay mahs
then later return to her
LOL!
i love my mum!
one of the night gowns i saw there,din buy it...
`*im so sick andd tired of it; i need a shoulder-
Monday, July 18, 2005
11:44 PM
oh yes
forgot to mention something
a police case
i,tan yi jun
was molested by CINDY ONG from klaz 4/4!
todae (20.7.2005)
it happened near home econs' staircase!
she'll be soon receiving lawyer's letter form my lawyer
please wait patiently (:
[10.25p.m]
hmmms
ncc dae parade at safti ystd
ARGHHH!
i wan a pro chinese physician seriously!
cannot take it lahs
problem since sec 2
my god!
please let me off!
PLEASE~
darn tired when we went there
dae before slept for 2+ hours nia
parade sux like hell
got a lot of ppl adjusting
including me =x
but not tt obvious lahs
but i also no choice
if i dun move
i gotta squat down liaos
i really have to move my shoulder
shit it!
arrggghhhh!
hate my right shoulder lahs!
until one point
seriously wan to cry out liaos
jiu squat down
let my shoulder move
2 seconds later stood up again
canot fall out
if not
darn xia suay
i also wan die die tahan till the end
or else all the rehearsals i've gone all goes down the drain
HAIS~
ndp parade cuming
must faster go find chinese physician
if not
on that dae
sure canot make it!
HELP!
thanx alvin for walking me home (:
those in the parade tio serious sunburnt
todae went skool all kena teased
LOL!
still got the v-shape on our chest lohs!
arghhhhh!
darn moody these few daes
ncc; ndp; feelings
andd. .
especially studies
which i darn suck in it
hais
azmi gna teach me how to plan my time andd manage stuffs
if i dun learn it
im gna DIE. .
VERY SOON!
.im used to your presence.
`*im confused-
Sunday, July 17, 2005
2:49 AM
here to blog!
LOL!
yawnnnnnns*
im tired
hmmmm
ystd (saturdae)
went for cip
reached skool; collected the can
off we go to bugis!
with angelia; soh ee; alvin; shawal
hehehehs
reached there at around 3
ICE CREAM!
hehehhehes
went swensen andd ordered an 'earthquake'
6 different flavours scoops of ice-cream!
muahahahhas!
go see angelia's blog if youu wan to see the picture
hahahahas~
so later set off for our donation!
well
people are realistic
we are repelling the ppl on the street!
there's a crowd
if youu hold the can andd walk towards the middle of the crowd
youu cann see that everyone is 'repelling' from youu
an experiment by us shown that ppl dun wan donate money
LOLL!
but afterall
still got a few hao xin ren
$2 or $5 lohs
andd got one family
DARN GENEROUS!
the parent asked her daughter took coins from the purse
20 cents went in the can
mother: huh? so stingy ahs?
*mother took the BAG of coins andd poured out a handful of coins!*
is totally a HANDFUL lohs!
can 'overflow' one!
andd the purse left no money at all!
we were like wth lohs
so shawal they all chiong my place
then everyone got the coins from the hao xin ren
hahahahs~
went back skool at 6pm
slacked until 7?
dun rmb...
went kfc later
*home sweet home*
reached home for about 15 minutes?
off we go to tung lok restaurant have dinner
I LOVE MY FAMILY!
hahhahahs!
it simply rawks can!
took a family photo todae lehs!
darn darn happy
long time never take family photo le
andd i mean it lohs
darn long!
mama won todae for the guessing of the bill todae
LOL!
on our wae back home
were having lots of fun with my korkor andd sis!
taught by my sis
we were laughing away darn loudly lohs
canot tahan i tell youu!
hahahhaas!
long time never play like siao with they all liaos
LOL!
LOVE THEM! <3
my family rawks rAwKs RAWKS! xD
oh yahs!
forgot to mention about the ti-goh-bei!
i tell youu
i wan to give him a TIGHT SLAP!
andd a punch!
i went to the restaurant
a guy who is 40-50+ years old?
sitting opposite me
with his family or duno who
beside a woman
then he kept on sticked out his head
looked at me
gave me that 'se qing' look
piang
i tell youu i wan to vomit lohs
a few times some more
I DIAO HIM BACK!
i really wan to punch him lohs
looked at me andd smile smile
like those se lang lohs!
SMACK HIM AHS!
then i wan to diao lohs
but he still smiled!
WTF!
totally BUAY TAHAN LOHS!
if he standing in front of me
i tell youu
i sure slap him one!
100% plus guarantee chop!
later i chnge place with korkor
which a place my mum blocked me from him
when he went out
my kor kor said
'within 5 minutes,he sure trip andd fall'
hahahahas!
LMAO! xD
just finish pinned up my badges
gna polish my boots le!
tml ncc dae at safti
meet my frends at amk mrt station at 7 a.m
arggghhhhh!
im tired!
`*i felt much more happier andd relax if i dun care about youu-
Friday, July 15, 2005
10:58 PM
darn tired todae
after skool O level listening compre
kind of tricky
hope i din fail it
after that go library find azmi
hahahahs~
jin fu there too
but later zao liaos
so we did the ndp parade procedure lohs
darn farni
hahahahs~
later went back skool
slack all the wae to 8 plus
some unhappy happenings within our part again
hais
the guys andd cindy
two unhappy incidents
the guys matter shant tok about it
cindy's wallet lost again
some more in the air room
*trust gone*
first time 8 plus 9
the skool still have 100+ ppl
went home with jy later
halfwae thru mama fetched me home
but thanx eniwae (:
on my wae back home
saw a huge butterfly outside my door
andd noe wad!
i saw the eyes giving out ORANGE light!
omg!
first time i tell youu!
it's really from the eyes lohs!
gna sleep now
tml still got flag dae
ciaos!
`*two different person; two different feelings-
Wednesday, July 13, 2005
11:37 PM
long time never come online le
had been quite busy youu see
so wad i did recently is. .
cum back at around 8p.m
eat; bath; SLEEP
no homework is done
i heck
i really very tired
andd 'tired' too. .
sianx
owe so many teachers homework
briefly sae wad happened these few daes lahs
everydae stayed back lohs
had my oral yesterdae
aint that bad lahs =))
but had a lot of actions
cos like that will make me less gan jiong
im siao todae
broke down twice
im NUTS lahs
aiyaaaa
im the RSM for the ndp parade(skool) =))
feeling better at 6pm after consoling sw -_-"
abit dun tele lahs
but youu cant expect me to be crying andd console him lohs
btw,cheer up okays =))
6pm began to learn the command with yee yew andd wei xun
darn farni
thanx azmi; lester; hakkim for teaching me =))
i mux tell myself im the RSM! (thanx lester!)
some parts when wx or yy shouting command
we laugh like hell lohs
darn farni~
i shall be a sadist from now onwards
dun be scare off when youu see me dao in skool
just sae hi andd i will smile to youu =))
btw!
i wan to announce smthin!
parade commander;
assistant parade commander;
RSM;
GOH commander;
ALL from klaz 2/3 2o04!
wahahahhahas
wei xun; yee yew; me; siang ee respectively!
im sooooo proud of 2/3 can! xD
thanx alvin for making me smile =))
tears of sadness -> tears of joy! (i'll rmb that!)
bloody hell
i tell youu
i DUNID youu k
i DUN allow anyone to hurt me anymore
ESPECIALLY YOU
im gna HECK youu
im NOT going to shed ANY more tears for youu
IM NOT GOING TO!
`*deleting all the msg youu sent me dae after dae; but for every msg deleted,my cheeks are wet; i've gone too deep,too too deep...
Sunday, July 10, 2005
12:15 AM
hmmmm
todae cugt
combined uniform group training
basically is to teach us standardizing among all CCAs
well
wad i think is no good =x
hahahahs~
becox we already used to our own styles
this will create more confusion andd doubts
andd wad the very first batch of ncos create all gone
never yin shui si yuan x))
wan to get this chance to thanx my frends
had been there for me when im real sad + troubled recently
shu wei; jia wei; felix ong the lamer!
hahahhas~
thanx these three who had:
given me advises; cheering me up; give me support
really really thanx to those words youu all have said
made me felt assured
made me felt more consoled
made me felt better
just rawks okays!
thanx felix for so liao jie wo =))
youu ownself take care too alright
dun keep everything to yourself lahs!
youu said youu will support me all the wae
so am i okays...
AND!
go for the gal youu like yea
JIA YOU!
shorriex that youu cant see your best frend here to be happy andd JUMPING IN JOY tml
cant see a new yi jun tml
but i promise to
i will
some dae
some time...
thanx shu wei for all the inspiring words
for being there to give me advises andd moral support
wrote down all the stuffs youu told me
i will rmb
really...
hope youu andd her de problems reduced okays!
believe in yourself
JIA WEI!
hahahahas~
you simply rawks lahs!
im NOT scared of youu okays!
dun anyhow sae sae
HMPH~
LOL!
okays...
eniwae
though just noe youu after spec course
but i felt rather close to youu
nice guy (:
youu are another frend of mine who helped me alot
those sms
really made me felt so much better
'we fall becox we learn how to stand up'
those consolations
made a difference in me yea
i still have the msg x))
thanx for being there
thanx for assuring me
thanx for everything...
a frend worth keeping for
*thumb-to-thumb*
not forgetting azmi too
thanx for 'youu'll alwaes be by my side'
same goes for me yea... x))
+ frends rawking the world +
JUN RUI
i really really really have to mention
about his particular frend of mine
or rather kor/di of mine
or a very close frend of mine
just like a family
he's one very very impt person to me
yes
andd i meant it okays
i have to sae a BIG. .
SHORRIEX!
to him...
for wadever i've said
for wadever i've done
which hurt youu so much
i duno wad the hell is wrong with me after june
i've chnged
shorriex
im so busy now that i've so little time for youu
i noe youu lack tt family love now becox of me(hahas)
felt so gan dong when youu said no one can sub me
andd youu nid that family love from me
well
i really wish to give youu that
like how i give youu last time
but now
im really so busy
andd become so bad-tempered
shorriex that i alwaes vent my anger on youu
shorriex for letting youu feel so sad
shorriex for making youu worry for me
shorriex for neglecting youu
shorriex for i've changed
shorriex for EVERYTHING!
i noe our relationship arent that good as before
thanx for being frank with me
when youu said we arent tt good as last time
which i agreed too
shorriex
it's my fault
really...
i really really really wan to have myself back
back to the siao siao yi jun
back to the lamer yi jun
back to the very best frend of yours
who alwaes listen to your craps
laming around with youu
laugh with youu
cry with youu
but now
im so busy to think of anything
when the night comes
im already so tired
so 'sick'
please pardon me
i beg for your forgiveness
though i noe youu sure will forgive me
but inside youu may be not
i noe how youu felt
cos i've cried once becox of youu
when the very first quarrel with youu
that time i realised how impt youu are to me
but now
im like so bloody cold blooded
i sux lahs...
jun rui
im really shorriex
i can assure youu that...
inside me
i still treat youu the closest frend of mine
youu noe that
i noe youu have doubt me
but i assure youu that
right at the moment
right now
straight away
i confirm youu
though im different now
as in how i treated youu
but i've never changed inside me
believe me
i really need that trust from youu
please...
`*sadded-
Friday, July 08, 2005
11:14 PM
darn it!
darn tired
slept for one hour ystd
5.15 a.m-6.15 a.m
now cox just had dinner not long ago
cant sleep
arrrggggghhhhhhh!
ipw todae
sux like hell
no quicktime player
darn it
skool computers so lousy can!
ncc land POP/ROD parade todae
started at 5 p.m
congrats to WANG YEE YEW!
ASM~~
usm = shi kai
part a ps = gian jie
part b ps = de wei
part c ps = ALVIN YEW!
yeay!
congrats congrats! xD
was really darn moody andd no strength to do stuffs
real tired~
thanx azmi again for walking me home (:
WE RAWK! xD
`*siao ginna andd siao za bo gna RAWK the world!-
Thursday, July 07, 2005
4:55 AM
yAwnnnns*
kind of tired todae
after sk0ol got to see teachers andd stuffs
mr tong; miss ng; ipw; ncc
yeaps
come back at 7+ p.m eat dinner; bath
rest le~
woke up just now at 3+ a.m
did my maths h/w i owe
now im gna do ncc stuffs
ch0w! x))
thanx lawrence aka zi xian for teaching us how to play sesame game on the mrt!
now ppl are playing crazily over this game liaos
even the non-ncc also noe!
hahahahhas!
andd im clearer about this game already!
YEAY~
`*i dun wish to put studies as my first priority; but i have to-
Tuesday, July 05, 2005
8:43 PM
becoming l e s s talkative
i d u n like to tok a n y more
`*doubting myself-
[8.34 p.m]
skool started last week
until now
din pay a single attention
i duno how the hell am i going to make it through
so fucked up with myself liaos
getting sick of all the lessons andd h/w
why mux skool be the priority?
andd thus affect our cca?
i hate it
i just HATE it!
getting tired lahs~
scared of skool work
am really scared
cox im not those who can study well
i simply hate to study
how stupid can i be?
youu noe i spent hours doing the ss mindmap?
until i only slept 'unpeacefully' for 4 hours?
andd i heck the ss w/b homework?
andd other homework too?
andd i came to skool todae
realized dunid to do mindmap!
okays!
WTH~
andd so suay todae teacher needs to show example to klaz
suay suay took my book
andd i jiu sae i did mindmap first~
ahhhhhhhhhhhhh!
forget it~
english lessons kind of rawk
when english lessons cuming
i alwaes have the feeling that it's slacking time
love to listen ms karim's crap
hahahahas~
it's interesting~
todae let us view those inspiring stories andd stuffs
copied two of the meaningful sentences todae
'If it hurts when youu look back;
if youu are afraid to look aheaf;
youu can alwaes look beside youu andd your best frend will alwaes be there'
'The one who can stop youu from crying is normally the one who can make youu cry'
`*feels happy when i sees youu laugh; feels sad when i realized i still like youu a lot but youu dun-
Sunday, July 03, 2005
9:37 PM
YO EVERYBODY!
im baccckkkkkkkkk!
hahahahhahahs!
miss me bahs?
shorriex to keep youu all waiting for my post
hahahhas~
just no mood
hahahahhas
this post will be pictures' post x))
ystd morning went to chss home-coming dae
reached there at around 9.15 p.m
mum fetched me there
same old problem as last time
dun dare go in
LOLL!
so waited for felix
who is supposed to pei wo
hahahahhas~
cox bh andd others have their duties
so only this LAMER is free~
hahahaahhas~
so we went in
went to the ncc land room andd help me put my stuffs
cox i brought along my no.3 andd boots there
yeaps! x))
so went to the rock-climbing there
bh; nic; clement were having their duties
saw cai chen andd jono
their skool superb one lahs
got rock-climbing
got range
everything also have
hahahahahas~
they merge with cat high primary also
later ci hui andd kenneth came find us
took a lot of pictures~ x))
10.15 a.m i chnge to no.3
off to boonlay mrt station!
hahahas~
think ci hui had a hard time explaining to me the route
LOLLL!
he andd his frends went mrt with me btw
ncc dae rehearsal
LOL!
HOT DAE!
kailan no.2 wore the peak cap the other wae round
everyone was laughing!
LOL!
a tiring dae~
one part of the skool,yea,A PART!
the rock climbing!
chps canteen-
one of the stalls - drawing of portraits
another part of chss
chss bookshop (got air-con one), like normal popular...
NCC Land room; tell youu! it's SO BIG! 3/4 of our klazroom!
their awards-
felix ong ordering ppl do work; ASM WAD! hhahahahas~
sec 2 cadets-
jono; caught youu!
the stage; where the DJs were...
felix ong kena snap shot be me!
nicholas!
mei lian jian ren-
bo hao!
the game stalls-
I LOVE THIS! enormous checkers!
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my presents!
from sze loong; japan's disney!!! xD
benedict de xiao xiao xin yi,so cute right?! LOL! thanx yea~
angelia's; from japan! she lost the purple present for me le! but still got this! xD xie xie!
from m zui yao hao de peng you! jun rui! from HK! pink cover! xD
from qiao yu; malaysia! chewing gum,yeay~ xD
bought 2 jay chou books this year! YEAY~ got one inside got include DVD de! xD
#book 1
#book 2
JAY CHOU RAWKS! I LOVE YOUU! xD
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my spec's certificate!
th e g ir l*
16
jsps - amkss
ncc air
13 february 1990
w i sh i n g f or*
bring my parents to overseas with my siblings; a hardworking me; GREAT grades in olvls this year