im wad i am
welcome to my lala land.
i want to live in a world of myself.
no disturbance
no nothing.
just me.
Friday, April 29, 2005
4:06 PM
todae very early jiu left for my home sweet home le
took back quite a lot of papers todae
did badly for both my chinese listening & maths
hah! BINGO!
i got 2 marks for my maths
2/25
LOL!
expected bahs
nothing special happened
done badly for my physics test todae
weather is real hot recently
everydae after skool come back
jiu on air-con liaox
the whole house air-conditioned
wahahhhahahas!
so cool~~
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hey!
do youu noe wad youu are doing?
can think more?
i think youu should
i will rather choose
a good frend who is alwaes with me for the past 2 years+
than a 'stead'
youu noe who youu are
it's very obvious le
youu definitely noe
please think before youu act
this is for your own good
she's hurt youu noe
we can see that she's very sad
we also disapprove it!
last decision is youu choose de
we cant do anything also
please make a WISE decision again
she's selfish! childish!
anti-'person'
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[ cancer ] =(
i knew something recently
was shocked when i noe that
a neighbour of mine
she's very good de
and her son now got cancer
somemore is very serious stage le
the son only priamry six
and he is darn guai that kind
he's currently in hospital
haix
was so sad when i came to noe abt it
auntie mux be darn sad
he haven even enjoy enough
haven play enough
haven noe enough frends
andd his life jux ruined
becox of the illness called
-cancer-
jux hope that he'll be fine
andd carry on with his life
until he's old...
hope...
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im going for kayaking selection tml
wish me goodLUCK bahx
cox i duno how to swim =x
wahhahahhahhas!
gona take a nap now
c yAz!
`*im crazy over youu
Wednesday, April 27, 2005
11:57 PM
cf was crapping!
my msn nick-
» «¥ï JüÑ™» « yi jun is gona fight fight fight! no fear,hah!` i mux persevere...i must...`
andd he tok to me starting with-
cf is gona slp slp slp! no interruptions,hah!`
isnt he lame?! hahahas...but he rawks!
buddy rawkingx!
-22/07/03-
lallaas! hahahas...weets! im currently so high now! shhhh....hahhas...
well,todae had my maths test,it suxx manx,i can get at most 2 marks cox ystd was chiong-ing my SS mindmap,becox of that,i din revise my maths,din do comprehension,din see training plan and din do my bio notes...whole dae having lessons,im doing my bio notes,din pay attention at all bahx...
todae had my chinese oral,din had chinese oral for like...2 years plus? haix...was kind of bad...hahhas...
after that jiu maths extra lessons after skool...finish le jiu go library to join ji yong they all...yu zhe,koon hin,jackie...hahahs...saw cindy ong there too...air con was darn cold in the IT room...
after that went to central to buy some birthdae stuffs...went home...
weather is darn hot recently sia...
hahhas...at home air-con all the wae... =x
jux pass the present to bo hao (10.26p.m)
lastly,HAPPY BIRTHDAE TO BO HAO and TAN WEE! =))
tonite RAWKS! lallalalalas...
-[yesterdae]-
went to library yesterdae...waited for bo hao for around 1 hour bahx,3 plus then reached...hahhas...so zun,the moment i went toilet,he jiu came le...before that i was sleeping sia...was at the lower floor...cox upstairs no space le...i was like so happy,tot got space when came to library,cox i release at 1.15p.m...so thinking go early andd book place,who noes the library is packed with adults too...sianx...
so,study lorx...bio notex...sianx 1/2...so many to copy... at around 5+,mings andd jun wei came joined us,surprisingly,they were upstairs...hahhaas...andd they were like crapping andd crapping,made until i laugh until siao also...hahhas...stayed until 7 p.m,ci hui came...so after that jiu went home le...
`*tips -- canot too stressed and cry! hahhas! i shall prove youu all wrong andd dun let youu down...
Monday, April 25, 2005
8:45 PM
firstly want to reply to those tag in my tagboard-
wow,my tagboard is getting 'interesting'...
+ jun jie! ahhahas,shorriex worghx,that time never reply youu in msn,andd tot youu going to taiwan is a joke,shorriex! andd happy belated birthdae to youu ya?
+ sofiah! hahas...yea yea! we rawk! LOL!
+ siaokia! hahahas...siaokias rawk the world lahs! LOL! youu shall...NOT noe! hahas...
+ anonymous,i have nothing to sae about youu...it's your own choice to sae anything about me,BUT! please buzz off if youu are going to comment negative things about my frends,if youu are intending to do such stuffs,please tag with your name...
+ lester,thanx ya... =))
+ siaokia again! dun worry! youu rawks canx? hahahs! pei fu pei fu! bleahs...! =P
+ angelia! hahas...nvm lahx horx,let us piss off like that not worth mahx,we mux stay happy...they or he or she are/is jux TBLs...! hahas! LOVE YOUU LOTS! =D
todae quite all right bahx
whole dae quite tired
ystd slept at 2 plus
canot tahan
jiu go slp le
todae after skool
headache!
arghhhhh
hahhas
went out with qiao yu and selena
pei me go shop buy presents
went two places
j8 and northpoint
have hesitation buying
duno which one to buy
hahahs
okok
that's about it bahx
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i have to sae something
to make him happy
or else he very sad
LOL
JUN RUI RAWKS! =D
not becox youu told me to do so
then i blog okiex
hahhas
yeah
youu simply rawks! =))
i mean it!
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shorriex
i duno how to start
it's jux so difficult now
really
duno wad's wrong
but have a high possibility
we cant get back
so many things changed
i cant feel anything now
i duno...
`*speechless--
hurt by *youu
Saturday, April 23, 2005
3:28 PM
another boring saturdae
things will not be the same
though i wish to
but cant
the wall built between us is too strong
i wish to push it away
but it seems too difficult now
shorriex...
i promise i will try
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i've realized
im shocked
i've admit in my heart
which i dun wish to
wad i've realized
is that
i've fallen for youu
it was not supposed to
no one shall noe
no one...
`*a secret kept deep inside me,
deep deep inside--
Friday, April 22, 2005
4:29 PM
wahahhas! jux reached home,4.18 pm now...ji yong,john zee and ying hui,they rawks! hahas! they darn farni lorx,had lunch with them jux now at mac,i laugh until canot tahan liaox lorx,especially ying hui and jon! i almost spilt my food out so many times becox of them...i laugh andd laugh andd laugh...wahahhahahax! i was so entertained by them! =D we stayed at the mac for about 1 hour,2+ to 3+...outside mac,on the wae to where we want to go,OMG! hahax,firx is ji yong and jackie,hahas,damn farni...later followed up by jon andd ying hui! hahas...the dance! LOL! too bad i never record down,cox i was laughing all the wae through,hahahs...andd later ji yong jiu join jon and ying hui for the dance...muahahahahas...later the BB de jiu went off le,cox they got meeting at RC...i jiu went back skool waited for my mum to come fetch me...
had klaz photo-taking todae,duno if it looks nice...but somehow not so very happy that kind during the shot,we like not so 'mixed'...btw,jun rui super cute lahx,with sooo many collar badge andd the tie on his head,hahahahax!
quite happy todae after skool,hahas...had laughters all the wae! weets! todae RAWKS!
next week tan wee's andd bo hao's birthdae le,duno wad shld i buy for them...hMmmmx...
`*HAPPY BITHDAE TO MY DAD andd CHIN HONG! =))
HAPPY BIRTHDAE TO MY DAD! =D
was waken up by the stupid stomach ache
darn pain
in pain for so long
is sudden one lorx
then jiu woke up by the pain
now 12.03 a.m le
it's killing me!
yucks!
`*arghx...
Thursday, April 21, 2005
7:51 PM
same old dae
same old routine
SIAN!
arghhhx
i wish it will be different
wish there's colours in my life again
but it seems so difficult
my life is so bland
no colours
no flavours
no smell -_-"
i dislike my life
i wan true laughters
i wan the old me
i suck now
i duno wad's wrong with me
suck suck SUCK
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it's so difficult to sae no
haix
can anyone jux teach me how to lie
and sae no to my frends?
pathetic-
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skool is the same
firx three periods bio
biology RAWKS!
hahas
mrs rama rawks totally
she is so darn cute
she teach us in a so interesting wae
I LOVE BIO!
whole dae sianx diao
after skool went market
had lunch
maths lesson 3.30pm
slack in the IT room before 3.30pm
ITLR3 until 5 p.m
logarithm
wad's that manx?
it noes me
i duno him
haix-
-im locked-
-i need the key-
`*yi jun is a slacker.
Wednesday, April 20, 2005
7:49 PM
nothing much to tok about todae
jia min told me
im the 2ic for the june camp planning
feeling?
excited bahx
got to work with jm le =))
she's the oic
got so many things on hand now
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had my oral todae
mrs anand
my oral sux!
ahhahas
i fake the story
but failed -_-"
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so many feelingx
so many problems
make me so confused
so troubled
so happy? -_-"
haix
life is so sucky now
everydae is the same
seems no diff to me
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i wan my lala land
i wan to be in a world of-
myself
and
nothing.
`*im so lost now--
Tuesday, April 19, 2005
5:49 PM
todae sux
had a bad dae
chen lao shi
youu SUX
stop being unreasonable
i dun like youu
i dislike youu
i hate youu
how can youu be like tt
back off!
wad the hell is this
is youu who are in the wrong
you are a teacher
so wad
youu think i care?
stop being biased
i hate it
i despise it
youu made me cry todae
i shall rmb it for life
i reason with teacher
jux for once
andd youu are tt teacher
youu zi zhao!
wan play staring game ritex
next time got chance
i shall play with youu!
ben xiao jie
feng pei dao di!
i shall hardened my heart
andd NOT
to cry over such stupid stuffs again
NEVER
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got 2 demerit points todae
forget to bring english textbook
everything jux sux todae
this year sux
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azmi!
cheer up!
youu rawk!
\m/
-attituded me-
*wad a f-ing dae todae.
Sunday, April 17, 2005
10:45 PM
jux had my blogskin chnged
found a lot nicer ones
i shall chnge agn
but not todae
miss youu-
`*HAPPY BIRTHDAE TO ELAINE! =))
Saturday, April 16, 2005
7:58 PM
im darn pissed off todae
it's isnt my dae
it's isnt azmi's dae too
nothing much
kayaking cancelled todae
postpone it
saw my catholic high frends again
they make me happy
felix ong,my mango!
raining
drenched.cold
freaking bad mood
reached home
sianz
scoldingx since morning
becox of my bad mood
andd hot temper
shorriex shu wei
wish it will be better
`*farked up
WAD THE HELL!
im jux back from the pasir ris training cum BBQ...shit! someone did a darn childish thing to me canx? its like so FREAKING childish to the CORE! someone swop my wet clothings(from top to bottom,from inside to out)in my bag with the other guy de clothes! means...my clothes are now with duno who,andd the duno who de shirt andd bermudas are with me now! wth! WTH! WTH! arghx!!! haix...i think the one who did that is NOTHING BETTER TO DO! andd the person is too stupid to do such a thing...
bo hao sent me home jux now,cox too late le...jux bath out not long ago,now waiting for the hair to dry...so haven slp,come blogging...tml going kayaking...hahas...going to see felix they all tml! ahhahas! llalas! yee yew they all also going...but i duno how to swim...duno how am i going to pass the selection tml...
izuan is touched todae...he cried...cox he missed us! yeay! izuan,youu rawk! hahhas...he's darn emotional jux now...jux now he sat there,suddenly jiu break down le...sae he sees us grow up...darn happy...from so innocent de ppl,now all so matured liaox...he's really so miss us...hahas...IZUAN! WE MISS YOUU TOO! =D we are alwaes your lovely andd fun-loving cadets! we love izuan forever! dun sad le okiex...we are alwaes here for youu...dun miss us,cox we dun wan youu to sad...can see us in skool ya? we will alwaes remember the times we had together! we will miss youu hell lots de! =D
~! izuan rawkingx !~
`*HAPPY BIRTHDAE DOREEN CHOW!______________________________________
happy national frendship dae!
Thursday, April 14, 2005
3:23 PM
yoyo! im back so early todae!!! oral cancelled! wahahahahhas...cox mrs anand have something on...sianx...
HAPPY BRITHDAY to!
ARISON NEO!
my best frend who shares problems with me!
hehehx! happy sweet sixteen worghx! hahahas...happy mahx? hmmmx...shorriex ehx...din buy youu anything...hahas...but zhao liang helped me to give youu a slap...muahahahahs...that's my birthdae slap for youu keas? too bad he never slapped youu on the face... =x hahas...nvm...tomorrow the sec 1 welcome party youu gonna get it from me! bleahs! hahahs...hope youu enjoy your birthdae okiex? hao ren you hao bao,shall wish youu got all your wishes come trueeeee!!! =D take care my dearest frend~ makeSURE youu did well for the O'levels this year...andd im going to take the chinese paper with youu too,hahahas...andd youu better get same with me or higher...! or rather both of us WILL did darn well for it! =D
ANGELIA TAN!
hahahas...one of my goodie frend too! sad case...she's now having dancing SYF...goodLUCK ya?! andd spend your nitex well,andd make sure youu enjoy your birthdae this year! hahahas...the present owe youu firx canx? tell us wad youu wish to have lehx...hahahs...we duno wad to buy for youu sia...hmmmx...oh yahx! youu going to get your pynky card le! wahahhahas...but i've got mine! llalas`* k lahx...dun alwaes slpy here andd there lahx horx...mux zhuan xin ting ke! =D hmmmx...still got wad...dun alwaes fan here fan there lahx,dun becox of those matters andd spoil your mood horx...MUST stay happy okiex? okok...will endd here...stay rawking!~
`*yi jun wants to work hard for wad she wants_________________________________
Wednesday, April 13, 2005
6:23 PM
DARN IT!
todae,i got my FIRST demerit point since the moment i stepped into amkss! felt so sickening,i dun wan! i dun wan any demerits! arrhhhhhx!!! haix...i regretted not doing my comprehension...haix! got 1 demerit lehx...wth...i never get before lorx...haix...
ystd...after training,went home,slack a bit,later go study my maths,study,study...zZzzzZzz...i slept...so end up did nothing...todae maths not too bad narhx...aim to get full marks de,but flew away becox of the stupid '1'...sianx diaox...nan de got one maths paper which im confident of passing...hahhas...
kept slacking andd slacking...HAIX! wad kind of attitude is this manx? i want to work hard lehx...but i alwaes dun listen in klaz,everydae also darn tired,no matter how much sleep i have,though i have very little only...haix...i dun do h/w...i dun revise...i dun stardie...andd how the hell am i going to survive in my sec 3 andd 4 life? i really want to do well...results not only will affect myself,mum andd think will also affect my post...HAIX! infinity haix...
O'level chinese...on my mum's birthdae...swear im going to do well for that paper manx...but...i never learn before,andd somemore is from sec 1 to sec 4 de kuai jie hua wen...haix...how? how? how?! andd lester chee! youu better study for your chinese,how can youu submit a blank test paper?! chinese is important too!
todae went skool,sianx diao,cox my face is getting worse! andd everyone sae my face darn nan kan...i whole dae staring at the mirror during SS lesson,3 periods...so cham lorx,the face...andd i totally MEI LIAN JIAN REN! hope it gets well faster...
got back my bio test jux now...heng ahs...never fail...15/25...sianx 1/2...
not going to sleep todae? think so...gonna study for my bio practical test andd physics quiz tml...andd shall clear my h/w...haix...tml is oral le...kena mrs anand...
a lonely nite i shall have todae...
anyone boring or wad in the midnite,can msg or call me bahx...
yi jun is not going to sleep...
i hope i can tahan...
--yi jun is a stupid SLACKER--
`*HAPPY BIRTHDAE TO CHIT SIAN!_____________________________________
picture taken before i went to my sis's 21st birthdae chalet... 
Tuesday, April 12, 2005
9:31 PM
HAPPY BIRTHDAE TO MY BIOLOGICAL JIE,CALYNN TAN GUAT HOON! =D
youu are now 21!!! =D
hahas...recently darn lazy to blog anything...becox of the sun burnt,my face is like shit now! hahaahahas...sentosa dunk so many ppl,darn satisfied...hahas...after that go learn kayaking cum swimming,kayaking rawks! =D
haven been doing homework recently,or rather since the beginning of skool... =x todae darn proud of myself,cox i can do the maths w/s which is similar to tml's test myself! muahahaahahas! ohh yahx,for those who duno,im in maths band 5,hahas,last band...im gna pass tml test okiex?! hahas...hope so...
sianx...been thinking so much recently...the most important one is none other than 'that'...haix...really darn worried now...
skool is so sianx in secondary 3...luckily 3/3 alwaes got jun rui who alwaes entertain us...hhahas! he rawks canx! my di rawks my worldd! hahas!
todae see 2/3 ppl in canteen after skool suddenly darn happy...haix...i also duno why lahx...felt more comfortable to have meals with them i think...so qiao yu kena pang seh by me....
todae training...not too bad narhx...
too many many many many things to blog recently andd yet im too lazy to do so...
HAIS!--
chun fu had gone for his OBS sec 3 camp since ystd,gna return on fridae,hope he enjoys himself there at pulau ubin! =D
`*yi jun is troubled recently______________________________________
Saturday, April 09, 2005
11:45 PM
hahas! becox of the amksian family andd kayaking,i gotta myself darn red! sun burnt! hahas...darn tired now lorx,shall blog tml canx?
`*HAPPY BIRTHDAE TO BOON SIANG =D __________________________________
Thursday, April 07, 2005
5:45 PM
yAwns...jux finished ironing my no.3...jux now 4.45 a.m then finished my training plan...siAnx...sO tirEd now...hAix! din do any h/w todae...dun even noe got wad h/w...hAix...gona be dead in this sickening sec 3 life...sooo busy...make me everydae so darn tired...have training later in the afternoon,duno how the hell am i going to survive there...haix...sianx...dozing off...zZzzZzzzZzz...
ystd(6/4/05) went to catholic high with mei yan,she wanted to pass present...in the bus,i was looking at the skool...brought memories back...haix...i cant do anything now,nor regretting,cox everything i was the one deciding...well...jux hope that the 'closeness' with the skool,youu andd the otherx wun drifted apart becox of those matters...hope we can be good frends as wad we were when we firx met on the bus 90...youu noe who youu are,but bet youu dun read my blog now...jux wanna sae shorriex...
sometimes i also thinking,why am i so stupid to give up such a good person...cant do anything now eniwae...jux hope youu are happy now okiex...hope youu are doing well in both your CCAs and dun alwaes sleep so late becox of your homework,take care of yourself kkx? lastly,wan to tell you that i still treat youu as a very good frend,but to youu,youu may not treat me as one...dun dare to contact youu cox scared youu are angry with me...so...yuppx...take care okiex?
+looking back+
`*yi jun is missing this good frend of hers____________________________________
yoyo! hahas...now it's already 3 plus in the morning...and im biting my 'you tiao' now! hahas...i havent finish my training plan,so have to do lorx,jux now too tired jiu fell aslp le,2 a.m then woke up...so now,while having my you tiao,come here and blog lorx...hahax...
well,skool is bad nowadaes...amkss teachers are all siao-keng,give us hell lots of projects...and they think we are that free! and the stupid examinations, all squeezes within 7 daes! recently darn pissed off in skool,cant get back to the cheery yi jun in sec 1 and 2...haix...nowadaes,charlie are very busy with many stuffs,especially ben ben,he's so stressed lorx,haix,poor him...hope this tough period is over soon,or else,think many of us will peng mentally...
not much too sae,finishing my you tiao le...chOw!
`*happy birthdae to JUN XIANG,SOFIAH andd LIONEL! =D _______________________
Sunday, April 03, 2005
5:54 PM
yoyo! jux now then came back from camp,an enjoyable one...not really tired this time despite the tough p.t,duno why...hahax...ermx...now lazy to post long long,now brief lahs,next time then in detailed...
firx dae got skool,brought 2 bags...skool andd camp...afternoon got cip,go to kusu island with the old folks...took the 'cruise'...got sea sick...thanx ji yong,qiao yu,michelle andd yee yew for accompanying me... =)) reached kusu island,pray pray,pick seashells! hahax...but there not realy much special de kinds...came back skool 6 plus...
report to respective section leaders,gotta in section 7,same with shu wei! noe my outstanding cadet dream gonna fly away( true enough )...overall,p.t was shiok! =D tug-of-war andd water war is fun too! campfire rawks totally with the pole dance and spongebob squarepants' (section 7 & 8) performance! YEE YEW RAWKS! ermx...help shu wei in the parade to take his outstanding cadet's certificate...hahax...congrats to all oc andd ooc! =D
went to mac andd have lunch...oh yahx,hahas...my skool bag in klazroom lehx,at firx shuwei have the key mahx,so last dae can help us open,who noes,he went home earlier cox he's sick andd the key ended up with yu zhe's house,so! tml im gonna go skool with NO bags,hahax! that's all bahx...
`*HAPPY BIRTHDAE QIAO YU_____________________________________
th e g ir l*
16
jsps - amkss
ncc air
13 february 1990
w i sh i n g f or*
bring my parents to overseas with my siblings; a hardworking me; GREAT grades in olvls this year
