im wad i am
welcome to my lala land.
i want to live in a world of myself.
no disturbance
no nothing.
just me.
Thursday, March 31, 2005
10:47 PM
hahas! yea yea! im here to blog agains...
hahas...sianx...so long never come online le,originally dun intend to come online todae,until next saturdae maybe...but,here i am! hahax...gona go combine uniform group camp andd kusu island to do cip tml...gona be darn tired tml...camp until sundae lehx...lolx...come home wash le clothes,sure go sleep liaox...dun intend to do my homework...hahax...
weets! later after 12 a.m,i have a younger god-brother liaox! hahas...jun rui! LOL!
yuppx yuppx...jux wanna sae my biological kor rawks! hahax!
`*yi jun is going for camp_____________________________________
Saturday, March 26, 2005
10:45 PM
yOz! hahas...todae flag dae...morning came mac to meet up with frends,selena they all...at there zo-bo for half an hour,heng that never go there earlier,LOL! cox ystd 2 a.m then sleep,so darn tired...saw justin working again at the mac...
later jiu go skool lorx...OMG! jun rui darn farni canx? make ji yong andd me laugh and laugh and laugh...laugh till SIAO! hahas...then later they went off le...actually mux meet up with izuan,but end up waitin for him at central mac for 1 hour,then he dun wan come le...so,me,shu wei,jocelyn,LAMO benedict,we went to J8...sianx...went there,around 12.30 p.m liaox...saw my frends...they sae they sell finished all the 20 pens...
-________________-" so fast?! hahas...then we jiu went bus interchange...saw jun rui they all...hahas...sheryl andd cindy almost finish liaox...saw so many 3/3 ppl there...hahax! =D hmmx...then okok lorx...starting so darn paiseh to tok,cox that pens are so 'amazing'...andd there are actually ppl buy,i rather take those cans andd ask ppl donate money,MUCH easier...hahax...yuppx...but later,finally tok le...ji yong they all went off le,left with the same ppl,ben,jocelyn,shu wei andd me! =)) manx...with benedict around,the atmosphere darn lame canx? we laugh till drop...hahax! then got one guy,sae we like beggars like that,which make shu wei andd jocelyn so angry,me too,but not so strong as shu wei...lolx...he's darn dao mei todae...his new shoes also kena drinks...
nothing much lahx,we walked from J8 back to amkss...saw so many ppl there le...hahax...went back returned the thing,go volleyball court there to meet up with jun rui they all...i jiu went to fitness corner...hahas! LOL! oh yahx! forgot to announce that thursdae training,is the FIRX time complete the parallel bar lehx! hahax...yahx...then...rained...jiu went to opposite skool de void deck to play volleyball...i see them play...manx...jun rui is the joker of the dae manx...make us laugh until canot tahan,entertained the whole lot of us manx,me,selena,sher feng,qiao yu,ji yong,shermin andd joyce...hahax! he simply rawks lahx! =D
that's my dae bahx...took bus with ji yong...saw wen yao they all...hahax...okiex...a kinda tiring dae? but an enjoyable one... =))
`*jun rui kor rawks my worldd!!!___________________________________________
please please please...
dun act close to me if you are NOT! it's so disgusting youu noe...yucks! please stay away from me canx,a guy with a sucky attitude----
well...saw something...hMmmx...no comments bahx,people do change...andd people,dun act in front of me,dun act as if youu like me,but inside youu,youu dun like me...dun treat me inside your gang,nvm...in fact,youu are not in too...i have zi zhi zi ming,so please do have some too...im getting much more sensible as times goes by...
a note to all---please open your eyes big andd big enough to see the people around youu...nothing more to sae,wad youu told me,seems like no reality inside there...
`*HAPPY 18th BIRTHDAE TO YUE YUN! =D _________________________________
Friday, March 25, 2005
12:51 AM
todae darn unhappy with the teacher in the afternoon...
the moment she came in,lectured us for 1 period+...about wad? about our klaz door's painting...wth! jux a reaper wad...it's our klazroom canx? we want decorate the wae we want canx? so wad if the skool let us paint our klaz room when they WANT restrict wad we want to paint? sianx...qing kang darn angry andd sad also...cox all is he paint one...his effort lehx...why the teacherx not considerate one? they think all wad they think is right andd never thought of the students' feelingx...haix...then got another thing also darn fed-up with ms zaiton...wad the...todae in klaz heard so many 'F' words from so many people...
hahax,shorriex ji yong! LOL! =P
todae training quite okiex...gotta drills mutual test...but i never kena...sianx,hai wo prepare hao hao liaox...LOL`!
sometimes i HATE myself manx...results so bad...todae asked mum about the councillor thing again...andd she said if i score well well,she'll let me be councillor lorx,but my results are very bad,so...HAIX!
`*i regretted________________________________________________
Tuesday, March 22, 2005
9:31 PM
got my pink card todae! my IC! =D
well,have 2 surprises todae when on the wae backk home! hahas! tell youu the story later...
mum is injured todae again...its the same kind of situation,the door andd her toes...the toes below mahx,then the gap btwn the floor andd door slide over her toes...hAix...darn worried todae,almost cried when called my during recess to tell me this...this is the second time,the firx time is the door slammed! more painful youu noe...todae she went to our family doctor to have stitches...many stitches...hAix! so todae have to rush home lorx...
after skool,copied physics,helped ji yong to mark the klaz list jiu went home le...went to the office to get my IC! wahahahhahax! then called bo hao see if he want lunch together anotx...but he da bao le...lolx...walked to the amk central there de bus-stop to take 265...OMG! hahax! firx surprise...i saw adrian! hahax...my primary skool good frend,sze fong's,de stead...hahax...we were like walk pass each other lorx,at the zebra crossing there...then like...ehx? hahax,cox we only saw each other in frendster...hhahax...then stop to like think de kind for a while,then jiu 'hell0x'...jiu go le...hahax...he's so cute in person...lolx...
bo hao called me later,ask me wan go library study mahx...but rejected,cox have to go home take care of mum,no one at home...darn worried...took bus home,so long nv take bus le,hahax,cox everytime walk home mahx...manx...the bag is so heavy! STUPID tan chee siong! alighted the bus...wAlked...OMG! another surprise...i saw bo hao! hahax...then he walked me home,he noe i haven eat mahx,then gave me eat his da bao,cox he got two da baox...hahax...then we ate under my block...chatted...hahax...k lahx...then jiu went home le...see mum like that also heart broke...
rejected the chance of being a councillor after weeks of consideration...haix...kind of sad though...but mum dun wish me to be one...but i wan to,wanted to have more fun andd experiences in my secondary life...but...think i will listen to mum bahx...dun wish her to be sad...she wanted me to study well,i noe it's for my own good...so many reasons to want to be a councillor,so many reasons not to...siAnx!~
`*HAPPY 15th BIRTHDAE MING FENG! =D AH GONG LIAOX! stop denying! hahax..._______________________________
Saturday, March 19, 2005
7:35 PM
drawn by zhao liang! =DD 
weeeeeeeeetttx! third entry for the dae!
hahax! ok bahx...jux to blog think kor is back to normal...hahax...bath out,saw him playing with my cousin's son...though i dun dare to tok to him still,cox scared he's still angry...LOL!
`*rawkingx kor____________________________________
sianz...why cant ppl think? i HATE it manx...
cox our computer and some other things got problem...todae mum sae about a set = scanner + smthin + smthin...duno is wad...one set $300+...kor started to quarrel wad's for...gosh! youu think mum spent the $300+ not heart pain ahx? im darn angry when he started to quarrel with mum,andd we are having our lunch,so i charp in,andd i tok back him! started to cry,heart pain for mum,sad for her,kind of pity her...what the hell is this manx? what kind of ****ing attitude he have manx? mum firx priority is us,her children...she treated us darn good andd did everything for us,instead of appreciating ,youu shld tok to her nicely wad? youu think the set is for her use ahx? she dun even use computer,why the hell she buy that for? its all for our sake ritex...i also disagree to buy it,cox it cost money,but did i quarrel? please lahx please,youu bloody hell 20 years old this year andd dun even noe how to think? im darn **** up with youu canx? mum is already not in good health andd youu still wan to make her angry...CANT YOU EVEN THINK? admit that he's good at timex,but his temper really sux...
kind of scolded (sms) him to wake him up after the quarrel and locked myself inside the room,cox i noe he's going to come my room kpkb,truely,he knocked my door so hard,but i heck care,i jux listened to my discman,blast it! had enough lahx...last time sis also like that,im alwaes the one to scold them andd make them think,now sis is much better le,she noes,she noe how to think after wad i msg her whenever she quarrel with mum andd see mum so sad andd heart broken...she thinks...but wad about kor manx? cant he think calmly? cant he chnge his attitude? bringing us up is not an easy job for mum lehx...this is NOT how we repay her!
`*i dun understand_________________________________________
yOz yOz!~ im backkk! miss me bahx? hahax...jux a dae late lahx,lolx...finally the 4 tiring daes were over,ystd one was the most tired,cox have to reach the bus stop at 6 a.m andd reached home at 11 p.m...
well...! hahax...a kinda unforgettable dae ystd? =x hahax...cox i fainted,firx time i fainted youu noe! hahax...kind of my wish come true? cox sometimes standing in the skool parade square singing,will think of when will i faint and wad if i suddenly faint or wad? LOL! im crazy! hahax...
morning reached bus-stop at 6 a.m! its so darn early ritex...yawns yawns* mum fetched me there...bo hao msg me,asked me where am i,cox he noe i will ( cut! hahax,jux typing his name now,andd here's he's online! LOL! ) reached the bus stop at 6 a.m...hahax! saw him! LOL! duno why the moment i saw him felt kind of happy andd not bored anymore,cox before tt duno why felt so...ermx...duno how to sae lehx...so saw him,so happy! hahax...hao jiu bu jian worghx! then later his 88 bus come le,so he went off...as an IC for the run from amkss,so have to settle all the things,things one by one cock up...well,later jiu ok le lahx...
reached HQ amoy quee,late le...but we are the second skool air destricts reached there nia,other desticts and other skool not there yet...so slacked for 8 hours++...cox amkss event is the 104 km relay run...started at 4 plus...then morning register lorx...loitering around in HQ...hahax...saw my bunch of frends from cat high! hahax,so long nv see them,felt so high andd happy! bo hao,felix,jono,zhou yang andd clement...
event started,im so very the gan jiong,hahax...i got the number 18...central team 1 was leading,was joking with jono they all asked them run slower...they ended up leading by a difference of 4 runners! sianz...andd felix! hahax,having fun dao-ing me ritex? LOL! =D
my turn! hhahax...most interesting one! lolx...was waiting...everybody standing there de all 19th runnerx liaox,only im the only 18th waiting for the 17th came back,who is mei yan...bo hao wished me good luck...well well,mei yan came back! yea! so i took the baton,decided to chiong at firx,cox for me,stamina no good de,so if chiong or no chiong at firx,ending will be the same,so why not chiong at firx...so i chiong,hahax...ppl sae im darn fast at firx,lolx...then later,sir asked me slow down...ran...a sir was with me,later sir keith chong ( amkss de ) joined...encouraged me all the wae,really thanx to him! i ran,really tried my very best ever,no one overtook me,hahax...later when reaching,the slope there,my frends all there to run with me,heard sir azmi cheering for me too! thanx thanx! i heard it! =D sir keith chong asked me to took over the guy in front,i really wanted to,but the slope horx,made me no strength to took over sia,then no slope le,reaching there,so i sprint again...BEEP BEEP! here's the interesting part,andd the part where my frends suan me at a later time...
i ran,i saw the air lane,then wanted to ran that lane,duno why,i looked again,tot wrong,i ran to another lane,which was wrong,so i jux passed the baton to the next lane,which is my lane lahx...the moment i passed the baton,my vision blur for a second,i fainted! hahax,was really fainted andd im unconcious on the floor...as the relay was still going on,i carnt blocked the road...the sir ( lieutenant ben ) carried me! omg! hahax...firx time kena carried when i was so old liaox,lolx...then i was carried to the side...they shook me,to make me concious,i was forcing myself to open the eyes,but could not,but they kept on shook me andd told me to wake up...woke up...blur blur...the redd cross mdm i think,duno where she from de,she asked me wad's my name when i woke up blur blur still...i said 'yi jun' very soft and blur...behind me supporting me think is sir ben,cox if nv support,i will have no strength,lie on the ground immediately again,then later mdm hui sia sae she took over him...then my legs were ma bi ( sort of cramp,but its another type,those youu wun have any feel de ),they helped me applied ointment...mux thanx mdm hui sia for taking off my shoes! hahax,she was toking to me about this to so many ppl after im okiex,lolx! cute lahx she...hahax...then later,my frends were suan-ning me all the wae...sae...ying xiong jiu mei lehx ( a hero saving a damsel in distress)...hahax...then sae when i fainted,they wanted to help,but the sir jux pushed them away andd jux carried me away...lolx...then they keot calling mr mei tui here andd there,cox at the very starting,when we were registrating,i told duno who,duno is luo ling or jocelyn tt his legs kinda nice mahx...LOL! then when i fainted tt thing happened,they jiu started to use the name...hahax...
then later i have no strength to stand for hours lorx...need ppl fu me here andd there...hahax...then i nv wear shoes or socks,cox too hot for my feet le,duno why tt time after apply ointment or after running,its so hot...my body also...eniwae,woodgrove's redcross ppl so kind! hahax...darn caring,woodgrove rawks! then,later ms tay andd mr tong came back with mash mallows andd twisties,the limited twisties has a very very interesting taste sia...then later after cindy ran,she's injured...lolx...then after tt ms tay was joking tt,mr tong kept on sae 'are youu okay?' with the twisties kept going into the mouth! hahax! sho farni! LOL! then later got one extra mash mallow,with chocolate inside...ms tay asked me to give to my saviour...hahax...so darn pai seh canx? before that ms tay duno who he is,still asked shuai anotx andd how old? if 30+ canot,20+ still can...hahax...then ms tay still wan me to took picture with him,andd whole lot of CLTs from amkss and ms tay kept suan-ning sir ben that we 5 years difference nia,still can still can... -________-" hahax...then sir ben blushed...hahax...LOL!
later,i could stand on my own le! hahax,took such a looooonnnnggggg time to do that! andd i went around to announce that i could stand by my own...lolx...then later kept on kena suan lorx...he passed me back the mash mallow to me,sae helped him take firx,cox he had to run...lolx...then after tt he took back after the prize presentation lorx...hahax...suaned again...LOL! its his last dae in ncc...well...thanx eniwae! =D
went home with mdm yue yun,cox she jux live the same as me,jux the alphabet behind different nia...so my father sent us home...wednesdae told my mum i go home myself,but she insisted to fetch me...so...shOrriEx to bo hao! shorry nv pei youu go home...shorriex!
reached home at 11 p.m...bath...slept le...hahax! shorriex zhao liang! never waited until 12 a.m andd tell youu HAPPY BIRTHDAE! eniwae...HAPPY 16 BIRTHDAE worghx! hahax...swit sixteen! =))
`*congrats air destricts to get fourth this year! hahax,good enough not the last____________
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todae woke up early morning 9 plus for arnd one hour,had my breakfast...lOlx...fell aslp again,andd woke up at 3 plus in the afternn! hahax,shiok! was high todae! toking to azmi andd bo hao! hahax...
`*things getting better? hope so_________________________
Wednesday, March 16, 2005
7:18 PM
todae darn sad...firx is i gona flunk my gold wing test,sux! i regretted not studying...andd i also carnt cheat,cox the WHOLE LOT of amk ncc ppl all pang seh me,wad is this manx? i hate it!
this morning was 5 minutes late meeting them...but ended up not only i late...then jiu go air force skool...then later than otherx,so no tablex for us,lolx...sitted beside a guy andd gal,both from swiss cottage...the guy,kind of frendly and gentleman bahx,ask me wan the table anotx,see me yawn,ask me wan eat something anotx,then when need to move the chair to another room,he asked wan help me take anotx,hahax...
well...whole dae kena pang seh by frendx...sad case huhx? in the end,cox some got tables,some no tables,so i got table,then no tables de take test in another floor de room...then actually got some amk de like benedict is got tables de,but before test is lunch mahx,think they all changed,ended up im the ONLY amksian there lorx...youu noe how helpless i felt anotx...sux lahx...noe wad? i cried in the examination room,one staff come asked me if im stressed up...i held back my tears a few times,dun dare to let otherx see im crying...i cried...cox i duno how to do,3/4 of the questions,they noe me,i duno them...i scared i failed,which definitely will,andd not be able to get the post i wan,andd wun be able to go to the firx phase specialist course...haix...duno lahx...darn **** up after the course,dao everyone,andd cried again in the bus...
`*i pray_______________________
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wad are frends for manx? i DUNID them...they treat me invisible,so why mux i treat them visible? had anough lahx,youu all de attitudes,youu all de behaviours,had enough le,make me so pissed off andd **** up...duno lahx...im sick of everything le,NUMB! i have no more feelingx...
`*NUMB______________________
Monday, March 14, 2005
11:25 PM
todae went for the firx session of gold wing...well,not too bad,better than silver wing? hmmmx...kind of slacking there,cox have to wait,turn by turn to eat andd attend one of the course,andd can slept youu noe! hahax...i slept there for abt 1 hr plus? it's not secretly de,its mdm andd the others allow de,cox we also have nth to do,andd they play history,china revolution de video,cox otherx haven come back from lunch,so we wait...wahhahahhahahax...zZzzzZzzZzZzzz...andd our camera phone at the very starting mux surrender le,so sianx...carnt sms...
come home,with a new CD! hahax...shi wen bin...new singer...nice! hahax...then ben lai dun wan use laptop de,then my sis tempt me...hahax...then come online,asm saw me online,so i kena ic for the thursdae event...lolx...its 7 plus tt time...then my mum already wan me go bath le,so i was abt to go bath,andd here comes serious matter,have to inform,print andd call...lolx...
so scared mum will have to slp very late again,cox if we bath late,then she will wash the clothes late,andd that will be like 12 plus a.m...haix...poor thing ya? i hope i can help too...she rawks my world manx...though she is not in very good health,she still do her very best in playing a mum andd wife part...i did the ncc stuffs for very long,8 plus,then got the chance to go bath,come out,continue doing...no time for dinner...suddenly,my door opened,andd wad i saw in front of me is the bowl of porridge with dishes nice nice on it...my mum took it to my room! omg! im darn touched manx...mama! wo ai ni! hahax...thanx for being so understanding and thanx for your love too...i really appreaciate a lot of wad she did for the family...SHE RAWKS TOTALLY! =D
okiex...tml is second session of gold wing le...how will it be? third dae will be my test,scared i will fail sia...wednesdae got 2 scares...firx is gold wing test,next,have to go back to skool andd have my councillor interview done...so scary sia...so scared...cox im not good with words andd my english darn bad lahx...how i will survive?
`*have been thinking so many things todae__________________
Saturday, March 12, 2005
2:20 AM
yOz! now i jux bath,cox jux came back from 3/3 de bbq...had to take care her jux now,so,yuppx...now the time for me to start blogging is 2.04 a.m...
blog abt fridae firx...went out with selena,jia min,qiao yu and sher fengg to go watch movie - 'hitch'...nothing much actually...YAHX! i picked up a ez-link card,happens to be our skool de,1989 de gal gal...pui man...saw the neos taken in skool-u,so can recognise lorx...then go find find see whether nearby got the gal anotx...then found at mos,returned to her...hahax...then the movie bottle! hahax,so cute lorx...the coke cup changed into the robots movie that kind de pattern de cup...lolx,see it yourself lahx,go there see see,very cute de...
3/3 BBQ! firxly went to northpoint timezone play,later jiu go cindy's hse nearby de vacant house,darn nice lorx,if i got that vacant house,omg,happy liaox lahx...two story,floor made of wood de kind,andd other beautiful things...hahax...outside got bbq pit somemore...then reached there,5 plus,6 plus went to causewae to support jun rui's sister jia you for the glamour thingy...din win though,but some of the winners are not as pretty as jun rui's sis lorx...the judge cock eye...jun rui's brother darn darn cute lahx! hahax...
come back to thomson,many ppl drank a lot of beer,cindy was so drunk,the face was all red...heard karen's drunk too,did some unexpected things,so qing kang helped her home and come back again...did some bbq...with qiao yu,lalu andd wan joo...hahax...kind of fun...
gradually,many ppl got drunk,others kena chua tio,becox all are behaving so scary...jun rui,sheldon,me andd the otherx so busy taking care of the otherx...cant sae who's drunk,we 'promised' them le...though is promised in a situation that they are real drunk...but promise,is a promise...well...nth much bahx...
reached home around 1 plus...thanx jun rui andd zhi xin accompany me go home...thanx a lotx lotx...through this,can see that everyone is so caring towards each otherx...hMmmx...this bbq works huhx? LOL! eniwAe...next time,those who's drunk,dun drink so much next time k? mux noe how to control...thanx for the bbq andd fun! =D
`*wan to sae a thousand thanx to those who tagged my board,i will jia youu de! =D
Thursday, March 10, 2005
3:06 AM
yAwns...nOw is 3 plus in thE mOrniNg lE...siAnx...jux fiNishEd my biOlogy rEsEarch...thAnx clEmEnt kOr! fOr accOmpAnyiNg mE...sO nIcE of yOuu... =D gOing tO bE outt with hIm nExt wEek,dunO whEn,oNly wEdnEsdAe or suNdAe,if wEdnEsdAe,hE's gOing tO wAit fOr mE outsIdE thE ncc skOol whErE i hAvE thE cOursE! hAhAx...but mAybE i will chOosE suNdAe bAhx,cOx wEdnEsdAe im wEariNg my nO. 3 unifOrm...sEe fIrx bAhx...gOnA busy thE whOlE wEek,mOndAe tO wEdnEsdAe i hAvE gOld wiNg cOursE,its a whOlE dAe cOursE...thursdAe tO fridAe i hAvE 104 km run,ncc dE...
i HATE mysElf,i suck,my rEsults sArks! 6 fAilEd,1 pAssEd,nO distinctiOn,vEry bAd huh? hAix...dArn sAd,thOugh i nEvEr cry...sistEr askEd mE why nEvEr cry,cOx if shE wErE mE,shE surEly will cry dE...i rEpliEd,'cOx i fAil xi guAn liaOx,sO wuN cry...' im sO usEd tO fAiliNg thAt im nOt scArEd nOr i will cry...but i WAN tO study...i duN wAn disAppOint my mum...shE diN prEssurizE mE dEspitE i gOt such bAd rEsults siNcE i cAmE intO sEcOndAry skOol,shE suppOrts mE,without fAil,shE wuN scOld,shE wuN givE mE strEss aNdd shE dId sO much thiNgs fOr us,fOr this fAmily,withOut aNy grudgEs...shE rAwks! thAt's why i wAnt tO study wEll sO much,shE's sO gOod thAt mAkEs mE fEel guilty whEn i got bAd rEsults...shE's onE aNdd oNly rArE aNdd bEst mum in thE whOle uNivErsE...i lOvE hEr! hOw? i rEally wAn study,but nO mOtivAtiOn at all...im NUMB...i fAil sO mAny tEst aNdd exAminAtiOns until i numb aNdd thE bAd rEsults duN mOtivAtE mE tO study wEll at all...im sO usEd tO undErlinEd mArks...hAix...wAd kiNd of pErsOn am i mAnx...i sArks lAhx...aftErnn nO mOod study,at nItE thE atmOsphErE is rIght fOr mE tO study,but i bEcOmE dArn slEepy at nItE lE...i gOt slEepy rEal eAsy nOw! hAix!
`* mum,i prOmIsEd tO wOrk hArd aNdd scOrE wEll wEll,i rEally wAn tO,but,cAn i?___________+
Tuesday, March 08, 2005
9:37 AM
jux gOt tO nOe im gOing fOr thE fIrx phAsE gOld wiNg cOursE! hEhEx...sO hAppy... =D
siAnx...sO sIck of cOpyiNg hOmEwOrk nOw...but im sO slAck at hOmE,aftErnOon nO mOod,at nItE kEep on thiNk of thiNgs,mAkE mE sO tirEd aNdd duN wIsh tO dO aNythIng aNdd jux hIdE uNdEr my pillOw...hAix...i dunO why,nO mAttEr hOw lOng i slEep,i will dEfinitEly bE dArn slEepy thE nExt dAe...nO mAttEr! evEn 10+ hOurs...hAix...wth...i hAtE mysElf mAnx...
nOthing hAppEnEd much rEcently...jux dAe-drEamiNg...evErydAe sEems nO diffErEncE fOr mE...hAix...siAnx siA...HATE wEdnEsdAe lEssOns mAns...bEfOrE rEcEss 6 pEriOds,3 sOciAl studiEs aNdd nExt 3 histOry...wAd thE hEll! LOL! dArn bOriNg aNdd sickEniNg lOrx...
gOing hAvE a BBQ on sAturdAe at ciNdy's hOusE...3/3 bbq...hAhAx...
Monday, March 07, 2005
6:21 PM
I PASSED MY A-MATHS! =D
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tOdAe,suddEnly fEel so kOng xu...wEnt tO brOwsE all thE swEet picturEs tOok with him lAst tImE,criEd a littlE,but nO tEars drOppEd,jux in thE eyEs...missEd thOsE dAes...thOsE swEet aNdd hAppy mOmEnts...hAvE thE urgE tO bE in his wArm huggy aNdd jux duN thiNk abOut aNythiNg...pAtchiNg is a thiNg gOing thrOugh my miNd fOr a fEw wEeks lE...but i nOe thE fEelings fOr him arEn't thAt strOng as wAd i usEd tO hAvE fOr hIm onE yEar agO...gOing tO bE a yEar sIncE i brOkE with hIm lE...haO bu rOng yi wAng lE tA,quE yOu zAi xiAng qi tA...xiAng zAi tOu jing tA dE huAi baO li...why? why i gO brOwsE thE picturEs? aNdd lEt mE thiNk all thEsE thiNgs...
but i nOe whErE mOst of my hEart bElOngs tO nOw,it bElOngs tO sOmEonE i nOe thErE is nO jiE guO aNdd i duN wIsh tO stEad with hIm,but,i din stOp likiNg hIm...
twentyfour july 2003_____________*
Saturday, March 05, 2005
10:12 PM
hEllO evEryonE! fOrgEt tO sAe sOmEthiNg yEstErdAe!
I BROKE THE LENS IN PHYSIC LAB YESTERDAE!
hAix...sO sAd yEstErdAe...cOx wAd tEachEr sAid fIrx fEw lEssOns,nO onE brOkE thE lEns duriNg hEr lEssOn bEfOrE...aNdd i suAy suAy yEstErdAe bEcOx of thE stupid scOtch-tApE,i brOkE thE lEnx...cOx thE lEns on thE lEns hOldEr mAhx,thEn thE scOtch-tApE vEry difficult tO 'dEal' with,thEn whEn triEd hArdEr,accidEntAlly,knOckEd ontO thE lEns hOldEr,thE lEns on thE lEns hOldEr drOppEd ontO thE flOor,'piNg piAng piAng piAng'! thE lEns brOkE intO piEcEs... -_________-" lOlx...thEn hAvE tO sign thE bOok lOrx...sighx...hAhAx...but brOkE sOmEthiNg in lAb,jux hAvE tO sign niA,nO nEed dEmErit pOints...hAhAx...hAix...fIrx tImE iN lAb brOkE thiNgs lEhx...sAd cAsE...hAhAx...
suppOsEd tO bE dOing hOmEwOrk nOw...but...hAhAx...fEn xiN...aNdd hErE i am tO usE thE cOmputEr agAinn...
wIsh thiNgs wErE thE sAmE as bEfOrE,frEnships chErishEd bEtwEen yOuu aNdd mE___________*
`* yAhx! HAPPY 15 BIRTHDAE TO KAI CHUEN! =D
Friday, March 04, 2005
11:00 PM
hAhAx...hEllOx evEryonE...i wAs fOrcEd tO blOg! wAhAhAhAx...k lAhx,jux jOking okiEx?! duN aNgry...lOlx...yOuu nOe whO yOuu arE...blEahx!~ =P
yAhx! as yOuu cAn sEe...thE tAgbOard! lOlx...aNdd zhaO liAng is wAntiNg a thAnk yOu frOm mE! wAhAhAhAhAhAx...k lAhx...thAnk yOuu siaO kiA! blEahx! =P yuppx yuppx...gOt sincErity onE okiEx...thAnx fOr accOmpAnyiNg mE! =D
wEll,tOdAe trAiniNg shO vEry dE fuN...hAhAx...mOstly arE ruNniNg aNdd pumpiNgs...yOuu mAy thiNk im siaO...but it's rEally mOre fuN thAn nOrmAl trAiniNgs...alsO dunO why...duNo wAd tO writE abOut lEhx...now my elbOw pAin siA...dunO why...
tOdAe! A-mAths tEst...i thiNk i gEt nOt tOo bAd,rEgrEttiNg nEvEr study hArd enOugh,cOx i wAn tO gEt 20/20! yOuu nOe why? cOx i fIrx tEst gEt 0/20...thEn if sEcOnd tEst gEt fUll mArks...sO nIcE lOrx,thE pApErs...tu fEi mEng jiNg yOuu nOe...wAhAhAhAx...bUt cAnOt liaOx lAhx...cOx thE cOefficiEnt onE i duNo...i thiNk i dId kiNd of gOod fOr othEr quEstiOns,but dunO why,frEnds wErE discussiNg abOut thE answErs,thEn i dOubtiNg my exitEmEnt abOut hIgh scOrEs lE...nvm lAhx...fOrgEt it...
wEll...gEttiNg kiNd of gOod with my klAz mAtEs...still adAptiNg tO it thOugh...lOlx...but 2/3`o4 rAwks fOrevEr yA?! `*spirits combined____unitEd alwAes` wE arE sO clOsE uNtil wE cAn shArE evErythiNg yA? wE rAwks! 2/3`o4 rAwkiNgx! =D
frEnds arOund mE...hMmMmx...gOod? bAd? aiyAx,dunO lAhx...fElt clOsEr with sOmE oNly...likE juN rui aNdd of cOx thE 2/3`o4 peOplE...othErx...gEttiNg shu yuAn lE...frEndshIp likE gEttiNg 'furthEr'...dunO lAhx...DUNO!
im so tirEd aNdd 'tirEd' nOw...jux wiSh tO bE iN a fAntAsy wOrldd with oNly thE peOplE i wAn tO bE wIth...
`*yi jun is tirEd_________________
Wednesday, March 02, 2005
4:02 PM
yOz yOz!~ im bAck tO blOg...
siAnx...rEcently dArn busy...yOuu nOe wAd?! im sO SICK of thIs mAnx...which is evErydAe hAvE tO slEep at 2 plUs a.m...OR OTHERWISE IS...alwAes wAkE up,slEep,wAkE up,slEep thE whOlE nIght! fOr thE sAkE of? HOMEWORK! aNdd my lifE is likE sO sucky...cAn yOuu imAginE? nOt hAving a gOod slEep evErydAe? wAh laO...its likE shIt lOrx...duNo why,thIs yEar ritEx,i hAvE bEen REALLY EASY tO bE tirEd...lAst tImE 12 plUs midnight i still sO awAkE lOrx...hAix...wAd's gOt iNtO mE mAnx?...iN thE mOrning,bEfOre i gO tO skOol,i cAn tirEd uNtil thAt i wAn tO cry out lOud lOrx...it's rEally tirEd likE siaO...
i wAn tO study! i duN wAn disAppOint my pArEnts! but...i jux cAnt study! im sO slAck aNdd nO mOtivAtiOn fOr mE tO study...sEems likE nOthiNg cAn mAkE mE study nOw...alwAes nEvEr listEn iN klAz aNdd hAvE bEen dOing bAdly fOr all my tEst nOw...hAix...i wAn tO scOre wEll! i rEally wAn...but...hOw? hAix...
yEstErdAe wAs dArn dArn hAppy! hAhAx...cOuldnt cOncEntrAtE iN klAz mAnx...sOmEthing hAppEnEd whIch mAdE mE crAzy likE siaO,evEn my frEnds sAid im siAo,cOx i kEpt oN lAughing aNdd smiliNg...hAhAx...
biO aNdd A-mAths tEst cOmiNg...thIs wEek,biO dunO whEn,tEachEr sAe it will bE a surprisE tEst,mAths oN frIdAe...wIsh tO pAss...! but hAvEn't study yEt...hAix...hOw hOw hOw?! im sO dArn wOrriEd nOw...aNdd yEt...i rEfusEd tO study...my hEart is alwAes not with mE,alwAes dAe-drEamiNg...
nOw,im suppOsEd tO dO my 1000! wOrds cOmpO...titlE is 'hOw i cAn sAvE plAnEt eArth'.... -_____-" it's sO stupId lOrx,aNdd sOmEmOre is 1000 wOrds! wAd thE hEll! aNdd im blOody hEll blOggiNg right nOw... -______-"
siAnx ahx! JI YONG! shOrriEx! hAhAx...strAngE things kEpt oN hAppEning bEtwEen minE aNdd ji yOng's hAndphOnE...hE alwAes sms me,but i CANT recEive it...dArn it lAhx...lOlx...cAllEd thE siNgtEl ystd,thEy hElpEd mE rEset my linE,askEd mE try out a fEw dAes fIrx,tOdAe hE msg mE,still cAnt lOrx! hAix...lOlx...
sO mAny dAes nEvEr blOg lE...sOoOoOoOo mAny thiNgs tO writE! i hAtE my lifE nOw...it's likE evErydAe is 'rEcycliNg'! evErydAe thE sAmE rOutinE...i hAd enOugh mAnx! it sArks tOtAlly,it sArks likE hEll! hEll yEa! cAn i hAvE sOmEthiNg nEw? nO? siAnx...i alsO cAnt dO aNythiNg...cAnt cOpE with sEc 3 lifE mAnx...but at lEast whEn im iN klAz,quitE fuN sOmEtImEs...cOx klAz mAtEs arE mOstly jOkErx...but aftEr skOol siAnx diaO ahx...siAnx! sArkx! i duN likE thIs kiNd of lifE...
tOmOrrOw is arisOn's aNdd his steAd onE yEar aNnivErsAry lE...wEetx! eN eArly cOngrAts tO yOuu all! stAy lOviNg aNdd hAppy alwAes! =D
gr0up 8 rAwkiNgx! =D
th e g ir l*
16
jsps - amkss
ncc air
13 february 1990
w i sh i n g f or*
bring my parents to overseas with my siblings; a hardworking me; GREAT grades in olvls this year
