im wad i am
welcome to my lala land.
i want to live in a world of myself.
no disturbance
no nothing.
just me.
Saturday, February 26, 2005
10:06 PM
hAix...i jux lOse all my PRECIOUS jAy's tApE rEcOrdiNgs...it's a cOmbinAtiOn of all thE jAy's stuffs thAt thE mEdiAcOrp shOwn on tv...likE thE nEws abOut hIm,mtvs,cOncErt...awArds prEsEntAtiOn fOr cctv...blAh blAh aNdd all thAt...aNdd thE 'tE ji'! shit lAhx...cOx of my mum cArElEssnEss...aNdd shE rEcOrdEd awAy! i criEd likE hEll thE mOmEnt i nOe it...hAix...i dAmn sAd lOrx...thAt's thE oNly prEciOus thiNg i cAn trEasurE nOw...aNdd i lOst it...mum apOlogizEd tO mE...i accEptEd it? yAhx...but i still criEd likE hEll...im rEally rEally vEry sAd...thAt is wAd i xin xin ku ku rEcOrd dOwn evErytImE whEn gOt jAy's stuffs shOwn on tv,nO mAttEr how lAtE or eArly...hAix...
eniwAe...jux chAngEd my skin...
Friday, February 25, 2005
4:59 PM
yOz yOz! im bAck frOm cAmp! wEets!~ gOt tAnnEd? nO...lOlx!~
dAe 1*
- cOmE skOol...nOthiNg much,alwAes hEard ppl sAe 'yi jun! why yOur bAg sO smAll?!' hAhAx...i alsO dunO wAd othErs briNg,cAn briNg until sO bIg bAgs...our fIrx trAinEr intrOducEd is wAynE...sEpArAtEd frOm kAr gEk,but shE chAngEd with ciNdy,hAhAx...grOup 8 aNdd 7...lAtEr my grOup is 8,trAinEr mElissA,shE rOcks mAn! fIrx dAe dO high elEmEnts 2,rOck wAll aNdd gEnErAl stAtiOns...hAhAx...rOck climbing is fuN...gOt nItE hikE at bukit timAh...dunO wAd tO sAe lE lAhx,sO lAzy tO blOg lOng lOng dE pOst...at nItE bAth,siAnx,thE sEssiOn i hAtE mOst...alwAes rush us...slEpt at 1 plUs...
dAe 2* - mOrning,gOt our 3 hOur plUs nAturE wAlk,our guidE is mr gOh,whO is a dOctOr whO studiEs hEart surgEry! wAh laO,hE's supErb mAnx,nOe all thiNgs,biO,physics,histOry,gEogrAphy aNdd othErx!...omg...lEarnt a lOt a lOt of thiNgs frOm hIm...lAmEd with liOnEl...hAhAx...thEn wE gOt ontO thE submit! oh yAhx,fOrgOt tO tEll yOuu all thE nAturE wAlk is on bukit timAh hill...thErE wAs oncE wE mux crOss thE big pipE whErE thE wAtEr trAvEls frOm mAlAysiA tO siNgApOrE mAhx...thEn i crOssEd sO gAng kOrh,cOx i scArEd i fEll dOwn,thEn bEcOx of mE,bEhind all jAmmEd... =x nExt...hAix,missEd thE flying fOx...eniwAe,OMG! thE grOup 7's trAinEr,chOng,mAdE mE cry likE hEll whEn im on thE high elEmEnts 1,thE 2 lOgs,cOx im scArEd of hEights,thEn hE purpOsEly sAe,'cOmE,i wAn tO hEar yOuu scrEam!' aNdd hE lOosEn thE rOpE,aNdd i gOt nth tO hEld on tO,aNdd i scrEamEd likE hEll...! hE did this a fEw timEx,thEn i criEd...lOlx...finAlly gOt thE eNdd...thAnx 3/3,fOr encOurAging mE frOm bElOw...lOve yOuu all! =D hAhAx...absEiling...hAhAx...kiNdA nice stAtiOn bAhx...chAt with thE instructOr thErE abOut ncc aIr...hAhAx...hE's frEndly yA? thEn at fIrx absEiling dAmn kOng bu whEn yOuu arE tryiNg tO gO dOwn,but lAtEr okiEx lE lAhx,thEn as wAd thE instructOr sAid,usEd onE hAnd jiu haO,yAy! i did it! cOmE dOwn with onE hAnd! =D but absEiling aNdd flying fOx is uNdEr onE stAtiOn,all thE grp 7 gOt thE chAnce tO dO,but nOt my grOup,frEak! thEn lAtEr mElissA sAid gOt 4 lUcky ppl gOt thE chAnce tO dO thOugh thE timE's alrEady up,aNdd mE,kAr gEk,shEryl aNdd hOng yi wErE thE lUcky onEs! but,it rAinEd lAtEr...hAix...sOoOoOo disAppOintEd...cAmp firE! hAhAx...our klAz 3/3 wErE thE mOst enthu mAnx! evEryonE in my klAz wErE scrEamiNg likE nObOdy's businEss! hAhAx...
dAe 3*
- wEll,my grOup is sErviNg thE brEakfAst...arEa clEaning,fOllOwEd up by prizE prEsEntAtiOn! hAhAx...my grOup gOttA thE bEtst 3! wEets! wE rAwks! mElissA shOutEd uNtil shE gOt sOrE thrOat,but shE wAs dEtErminEd tO chEer fOr us,shE rAwks! i lOve hEr sO much! hAhAx...lAtEr jiu rEachEd skOol lE...sOmEthiNg hAppEnEd...juN rui! stAy hAppy! yOuu rAwks okiEx! wEnt kfc with 3/3 peOplE...kiNd of guilty...cOx i pAng sEh 2/3 peOplE...but i alsO vEry wEi nAn mAhx...cOx 3/3 askEd mE fIrx...i alsO dAmn pAi sEh...nOthing much bAhx...lAtEr wAlkEd hOmE with jI yOng...wEnt hOme...slEpt uNtil 10 plus,mum wOkE mE up tO hAvE my diNnEr...siAnx,hAhAx,actuAlly duN wAn wAkE up dE...thEn arOund 2.45 a.m thEn slEpt...
wOkE up at abOut 12 nOon tOdAe...thAts abOut it bAhx...3/3 hAvE a bOnding nOw...hOpE wE will wOrk wEll with eAch othEr in thE nExt 2 yEars... =) tAkE cArE guys!
`* eniwAe,shOrriEx tO thOsE i vEnt my aNgEr on,din mEan it,but i jux cAn't cOntrOl,i alsO dunO wAd hAppEnEd...jux nOt hAppy wIth thE wAe my lifE is,aNdd thOsE thiNgs thAt hAppEnEd arOund mE...
Tuesday, February 22, 2005
10:49 PM
wEll,nOt fEeliNg gOod rEcEntly...hAiz...dunO wAd thE hEll lAhx...sO fArkEd up rEcently...vulgAritiEs? hAix...i fAilEd...iN lOvE...iN frEndshIps...hAsnt bEen gOod rEcently...tOmOrrOw is gOing fOr sEc 3 cAmp...excitEd? nO...nOt at all...i miss 2/3`o4...suddEnly duN wIsh tO hAng out with othErs or my klAz-mAtEx,i jux wAn 2/3 aNdd nO onE elsE...
why...rEcently nOt hAppy with my frEnds...thEy sAe buAy sOng jiu on thE spOt buAy sOng,aNdd jux lEt out thEir tEmpErs withOut wE nOeing wAd hAppEn...or rAthEr withOut 'mE' nOeing...i sEe lE,i dAmn aNgry lOrx...alsO dunO why...sEe thEm onE by onE fA pi qi withOut aNy rEasOns,i dAmn aNgry aNdd fArkEd up...aNdd eNd up i alsO buAy sOng...dunO lAhx...fEeliNg a distAnce frOm thEm liaOx,duN evEn nOe wAd's hAppEniNg tO thEm...hAix...siNce thEy duN wAn tEll,i alsO duN wish tO nOe aNythiNg...im sIck of evErythiNg cAn?! aNdd duN lOok fOr mE whEn yOuu hAvE prOblEms,i wuN 'eNtErtAin' yOuu! yEs! im likE thAt nOw...yi juN is with a hEck cArE attitudE nOw...i rAthEr hAd my 2/3`o4 bAck thAn thEm...is thIs wAd i wAn? typiNg all thIs...fElt sO suAn aNdd criEd...
i dunO lAhx...I DUNO! cAn i jux hAvE sOmE sImplE pEace? lifE sArks nOw! i simply lOve aNdd mIss 2/3`o4 pEoplE...yOuu all rAwks...lOve yOuu all alwAes...
t0dAe sAw nIchOlAs aNdd fElix at cEntrAl bus-stOp...hiEx...lOng tiMe nO sEe...aNdd fElix...yOuu still owE mE onE mAngO...hAhAx...
Monday, February 21, 2005
12:26 AM
hhAhAx...HAPYY BIRTHDAE JUN RUI! hAppy birthdAe jOrdAn! =D
Sunday, February 20, 2005
8:32 AM
jun rui aka j0rdan rAwks! =D
Wednesday, February 16, 2005
6:17 PM
lOnEly vAlEntinEx dE wO...hOw i wIsh i hAvE sOmEonE clOsE,cAriNg bEsidE mE,accOmpAny mE alwAes...sO eNvy of thOsE whO arE attAchEd...currEntly,cAn't fiNd aNyonE thAt i wAn tO bE tOgEthEr,thE fEeliNgs' jux nOt right...hAix...i mIss thE dAes whEn im attAchEd... -__-"
nOw,jux gOing tO briEfly sAid wAd hAppEnEd on my birthdAe,13 fEbruAry...
wEll...aftErnOon wEnt out with jiA miN thEy all,originAlly wAn gO kbOx,but thE pricE risEd bcOx of chinEsE nEw yEar...hAix...sO dIn gO...lAtEr dEcidEd gO arcAdE...hAhAx...lOng tImE nEvEr plAy lE...thEn aftEr thAt gO eAt lOng jOhn...aftEr thAt i wEnt hOmE lE...cOx at nItE hAvE tO attEnd my grAndpA's birthdAe cElebrAtiOn,his birthdAe is yEstErdAe,15 fEbruAry,rEn ri...
i rEachEd hOmE arOund 5 p.m...wAs wAitiNg fOr my mum aNdd kOr...wEnt out at abOut 5.45 p.m...thE thiNgy is 6 p.m...tOok tAxi thErE...eNdd upp all ppl wErE lAtE...wE arE thE oNly ppl thErE... -______-" hAhAx...wAitEd...thEn my ah gOng! hAhAx...thEn lAtEr my clOsEst cOusin biaO gE kElviN is nExt...hE rushEd dOwn frOm orchArd aftEr his wOrk aNdd yEt hE wAs thE thIrd onE rEachEd...hAhAx...sO likE thAt lOrx...thEn all rEachEd lE...hAhAx...fIrx dIsh is yu shEng,wE arE thE lOudEst mAnx,thOugh hAvE thE lEst ppl,aNdd our tAblE is thE mOst dirty bEcOx of thE yu shEng! hAhAx...cOx wE arE sO eNthu,all stArtEd with my cOusin,kAi-jiE kOr kOr...lAtEr wAs fOllOwEd by shArks fiN...hAhAx...i wAs sAeiNg tO my kOr thAt rEcently kEpt on eAt shArks fiN,oH mAnx...lOlx...thEn our rElAtivEs all likE kiNdA pissEd off...cOx thE dish cOmE vEry fAst,mAdE us cAnt fiNish...eNdd up lOokEd fOr thE mAnAgEr,aNdd hE actuAlly sErvEd us! wAhAhAhAhAx...
thEn fiNish lE hOrx...my tAblE gOt my mum,kOr,my mum's sis,hEr sOns aNdd dAughtEr aNdd hEr grAnd-dAughtEr aNdd my cOusin's gf tOo...thEn suddEnly thEy tOok thE lOng pAckEt tissuE,put iN frOnt of thEir mOuths...thEn i wAs likE...'huhx? wAd thEy tryiNg tO dO?' thEn..."hAppy birthdAe tO yOuu,hAppy birthdAe tO yOuu,hAppy birthdAe tO yi juN,hAppy birthdAe tO yOuu...'' LOL! i wAs sO pAisEh...hAhAx...cOx sO mAnyy ppl thErE...thEn lAtEr wEnt sAng ah gOng's birthdAe sOng tOo...
thAt's abOut it thEn,i alsO gOt hOng baOs aNdd prEsEnts...hAhAx...aftErAll,i eNjOyEd it... =)
Sunday, February 13, 2005
12:52 AM
yOz evEryonE! im 15! =D ah mA liaOx...LOL!
i wAn tO thAnx a lOt of peOplE,thOse whO sAe hAppy birthdAe tO mE,msg,msn,fOne aNdd fAcE-tO fAcE...
msn-
` aNgeliA
` tErence
` hOng yI
` alviN
` qiaO yu
` chuN fu ( thAnx fOr yOur msn cAke,it's sO swEet! )
` jOcelyN
` jOel
` ciNdy
` juN ruI
` juN kAi
` wEi siAng
` shEr fEng
` pOlly
` luO liNg
` xiN huI
` jOhn
` jiNg dA
` szE fOng
mEssAge-
` jiA miN
` bO haO
` jOcElyN oh
` kEn
` rAchEl tAn
` ci huI
` szE lOong( thAnx fOr msg frOm ovErsEas)
` kOng hwEe
` juN xiAn
` xuE Li
` yOu xu
` shu wEi
` EdwiN
` AzmI
` alisOn
` richArd
` mEi yAn
` miN jiE
fOne-
` juN rui! yOuu rAwks! hAhAx! thAnx fOr thE birthdAe sOng frOm yOuu aNdd yOur brOther!
` jiA miN
` shEr fEng
fAcE-tO-fAcE-
` bO haO! hAhAx,thAnx fOr cOming tO my hOusE at 12 a.m jux tO givE mE thE prEsEnt wOrghx...thAnx a lOtx! rAwk oN! =D
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yEstErdAe(12 fEb) wEnt out with kEnnEth,ci hui aNdd juN wEi...hElp mE cElebrAte eArly birthdAe...hAhAx...wAtchEd thE cOnstAntinE,it's supErb! hAhAx...kkkx...thAnx fOr thE dAe...aNdd kEnnEth,thAnx fOr yOur prEsEnt! =D
at nitE,gO hAvE dinnEr with my fAmily,dAd,mum,sis aNdd kOr...hAhAx...wAs sO fUll tOdAe...but cOst a lOt yA? $343+... =x cOx nEw yEar,thE pricE risE aNdd cAnt use mEmbErship cArd,sO stupid lOrx...aNdd thE shArks fiN cOst $80... -____-"
kKx...but still thAnx,thAnx dAd! aNdd evEryonE...aNdd thE ex wAtchEs frOm mum aNdd purplE adidAs wAtch frOm my sIs tOo! =D
`* this yEar gOttA a lOt of purplE prEsEnts,hAhAx,it's obviOus thAt evEryonE nOes i lOvE purplE! =D purplE wAtch,purplE wrAppEr chOcOlAtEs,purplE clOthEs dE bAby pOoh,purplE nEcklAcE...
Friday, February 11, 2005
9:05 PM
yOz! im bAck tO blOg with a sMilE! =D
hEhEx,im HIGH tOdAe! hEhEx...i lOve it! firxly wAn tO thAnx a lOt of peOplE fOr thE prEsEnts... =D
klAz aNdd jiE mEis--
* jiA miN
* qiaO yu
* michEllE
* wAn jOo
* shErfiE
* sElenA
* juN rui
* jI yOng
* yiNg hui
* chit siAn
`* thIs buNch of frEnds abOve,thAnx fOr thE prEsEntss thAt yOuu all mAkE thE effOrt tO buy tOgEthEr...aNdd nOt fOrgEttiNg all thE surprisEs yOuu all gAvE mE...im sO tOuchEd...thAnx fOr giviNg mE a vEry unfOrgEttAblE + eNjOying birthdAe this yEar...thE bAg...bAby pOoh...aNdd othEr thiNgs...rAwks! thAnx a lOtx...
nOt fOrgEttiNg thE 'spEctrum' tOo...
- alisOn
- aNgEliA
- dOrEen
- jAsmiNe
- kAi-huI
- rutH
- xuE li
thAnx hOng mEi fOr thE prEzziE tOo...
lAstly...thAnx all of yOuu(klAz aNdd jiE mEis aNdd rAchEl aNdd shEldOn) whO fOrk out thE mOnEy fOr thE birthdAe cAkE...it tOuchEd mE... =) aNdd spEciAlly thAnx tO jiA miN aNdd qiaO yu whO rush tO cEntrAl jux tO buy thE cAkE...xiNg ku lE...
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okiEx! lEt's stArt with wAd hAppEn tOdAe! LOL`! i wuN elAbOrAtE aNdd sAe much,cOx im gOing tO writE in my diAry...as yOuu nOe...oNly memOrAble thiNgs,i will thEn writE iN my pErsOnAl diAry...
wEll...thEy chEatEd mE ystd...hAhAx...qiaO yu aNdd jiA miN 'in chArge' of this chEatiNg...lOlx...aNdd thEy hAvE diffErent stOry? LOL`! thEn cOmE skOol,cAnt fiNd thEm...thEn pArAdE sq,thEy chiOng tOwArds mE...sAe hAppy birthdAe sO lOud aNdd shArp...lOlx...pAi sEh siA...aNdd thEy givE mE thE sO cAllEd riNg aNdd brAcElet...sO...likE thAt...aNdd gAvE mE a cArd mAdE of full-scApe...thE purpOsEly onE...wAn chEat mE...hErgh...but all thE wAe,i wAs chEatEd lAhx...
rEcEss...thEn shErfiE aNdd mic in chArgE of mE stAying awAy frOm my klAzrOom...a whilE lAtEr thEn i smEll sOmEthing fishy...thEn wE cOmE bAck frOm tOilEt...thEn sAw qy aNdd jm oN thE flOor,gOt rEd rEd thiNg...jm hOrx! gAvE mE thAt kiNd fishy fishy dE eyEs...trickEd mE tO sEe wAd hAppEn...OMG...thEy plAy with thE thiNgy thAt mAkE ppl fAkE thAt thEy vOmit blOod...thEn thEy chiOng ahx! OMG`! my hAnds...my fAcE...shirt...all kEnA thE rEd thiNg...lOlx...hAhAx...sO chAm...hAhAx,but fuN! thEn thEy tOok outt all thE 'dA baO xiaO bAo' aNdd put oN my chAir aNdd tAblE...thEn i nOt vEry surE is thEy give anOtx...but it is lOrx...thEn thEy wErE likE sAeiNg is yl gAvE dE...but qy duNo thEy trickiNg mE,aNdd shE cAmE i jiu ask,yOuu all gAvE dE ahx? thEn shE sAe 'ah-bEr'...lOlx! chuAng bAng liaOx! wAhAhAx...thEn jiA miN askEd mE opEn thE 'riNg aNdd brAcElEt'...hAhAx...it's actuAlly chOcOlAtEs...lOlx...
aftEr skOol...oh mAnx...im sO tOuchEd...jiA min aNdd qy sAe gOing buy filE...iN fAct thEy all chOu qiAn aNdd wEnt cEntrAl tO buy thE cAkE...orghx...thEn thEy mAkE haO haO,cAndlEs haO haO,thEn cAll shErfiE tO briNg mE 3/3...thAt timE i at 3/5 with shErfiE aNdd wj...wAhx...i cOmE iN...my firx rEactiOn...'OMG'...im sO vEry dE tOuchEd...thEn thEy sAg sOngs...kEpt oN mAkE thE cAndlE burNing lOrx,by fAn-ing it...LOL`! aNdd i kEnA thE cAkE on thE fAcE alsO! sO much lOrx,thEn my fAcE wAs likE...dOtx! hAhAx...LOL! aNdd sEems thAt im vEry eAsily trickEd... -___-"
k lAhx...at thE eNd,wAlkEd outt of thE gAtE tOgEthEr...thEn wEnt hOmE with wAn jOo...aftErAll...tOdAe finAlly is my dAe! hAhAx...it rAwks! thAnx guys! =)
mE aNdd jiA miN`! =D
Thursday, February 10, 2005
1:14 AM
hiEx! hAppy nEw yEar!
wEll,this yEar chinEsE nEw yEar is a bAd onE? hAix...sAd...fIrx tImE dArn fuckEd up on chinEsE nEw yEar,nOt hAppy at all? criEd aNdd aNgry instEad...dOu shuO lE,this yEar is nOt my yEar...evErythiNg is nOt gOing smOothly...hAix...siAnx,duN wAn tOk abOut it...
thE oNly thiNg i likE is my drEss...cOst nEarly $100 bAhx...it's frOm kOrEa or jApAn dE,i fOrgOt is whiCh cOuntry,its eithEr oNe jiu dui lE...thE cOllAr rAwks tOtAlly! i lOvE it mAnx...
kkx...nOthing mOrE tO sAe,thiNk nOt gOing outt tMl bAhx,siNce lAst yEar or 2oo3,my fAmily duN gO outt on thE sEcOnd dAe of chinEsE nEw yEar lE...sO...likE thAt bAhx...
Monday, February 07, 2005
11:33 PM
wEets! i lOve it! tOdAe,i hAd my birthdAe eArly cElebrAtEd with tiOng pEng whO ish bOrn in this mOnth tOo,sAd thAt jAsminE aNdd fAthima wEnt hOmE lE(thEy alsO fEbruAry bAbiEs)...btw...this is 2/3`o4 evEry mOnth hAvE thE birthdAe pArty! hAhAx...i lOvE 2/3! thEy rAwks my wOrldd tOtAlly! plAy with thE cAkE tOdAe,my fAcE wAs 'dEcOrAtEd' with thE cAkE,oh mAnx! lOlx...hAhAx...hAvE fuN yA? tOo bAd i nEvEr tOok vidEo with my hAndphOnE...i gOt tOok thE cAkE! hAhAx...got kiwi,grApEs...aNdd mAngO...hAhAx...eNjOyEd it tOdAe!
2/3 rAwks! i lOvE evEryonE of yOuu...
`*spirits combined,united alwaes_______
Saturday, February 05, 2005
10:39 PM
wAd's hAppEning? wAd thE hEll ish this...i dunO...hAvE bEen iN bAd mOod fOr quitE sOmE tImE...sEe evErythiNg alsO bu shuAng...i buAy sOng thE tEachErs,i buAy sOng my frEnds,i buAy sOng my fAmily...i buAy sOng evErythiNg cAnx? i've nEvEr bEen likE thIs bEfOre...why? bEcOx im bEing nEglEctEd? bEcOx im lAck of lOve? or bEcOx of wAd?! hAix...
wEnt librAry study this aftErnOon with aNgeliA,yEe yEw,alviN,tiOng pEng aNdd dEnnis...
dAd is nOt hAppy tOdAe,bAd mOod tOo...driNk a littlE aNdd cAmE bAck fOr dinnEr...hE's sO sAd...dAmn sAd...
suddEnly thiNking of wOrking nOws...tO occupy my tImE,duN thiNk of aNythiNg...aNdd i cAn gEt my own mOney,duNid tO spEnd my pArEnts' mOnEy,cAn lEssEn thEir burdEn...but...wOrk as wAd? aNdd if i wOrk...will i bE ablE tO hAndlE my studiEs tOo? hAix...
this yEar ish dEfinitEly nOt my yEar...
Friday, February 04, 2005
9:47 PM
yOz yOz!~ hhAhAx...siAnx..a bit tirEd bAhx,hAd trAiniNg this aftErn0on uNtil 7 p.m likE thAt bAhx...hAhAx...i lOvE thE gAmE virus! LOL`! plAying with thE ncOs aNdd izuAn thEy all,thEy rAwks mAn! hAhAx...kiNd of fuN tOdAe...hAix,i nEvEr hAd my iNtErviEw! i rAthEr hAd it tOdAe aNdd gOt ovEr it,hAi wO prEpArE mEntAlly liaOx,haO haO lE,aNdd thEy sAe nOt enOugh tImE... (-________-"
hAhAx...k lAhx...siAnx,my birthdAe cOming,mEans vAlEntinEs dAe cOming tOo...lOlx...my birthdAe on suNdAe...i will bE busy! wEets! hAhAx...cOx fridAe,sAturdAe,suNdAe aNdd mOndAe i cElEbrAte with diffErEnt kiNds of frEnds,gOt cAthOlic hIgh,aMk-siAnx,my buddiEs,my fAmily,my 2/3`o4 klAz...aNdd othErs...hAhAx...lOokiNg fOrwArd... =D
but mOndAe lOnely vAlEntinEs siA...siAnx 1/2...hEard thAt yu zhE gOing tO hAvE a vAlEntinEs pArty fOr all thE singlEs...hAhAx...intErEstiNg hurhx...
Thursday, February 03, 2005
7:21 PM
rEcEntly n0 appEtitE...nOt intErEstEd tO eAt aNy whEn sEe fOod...hAix...nOwadAes,i fEel likE im bEing nEglEctEd by my frEnds...dunO...sO mAny thiNgs,sO mAny prOblEms...i mIsS 2/3...hAix...tMl nCc intErviEw,dunO hOw thE hEll am i gOing tO gOt ovEr it...
i hAvE thOusAnd of diffErEnt fEeliNgs nOws,but i jux dunO hOw tO sAe or wAd-sO-evEr...hAix...rEally dArn sAd thEsE fEw dAes or rAthEr wEeks...
my birthdAe's cOmiNg,13 fEbruAry...a lOnely onE? aNdd thE nExt dAe vAlEntinEs dAe,1oo% surE it's a lOnEly onE...hAix...`*only l0nely...
i dun wAn tO cArE abOut aNyonE,aNything,aNymOre!
th e g ir l*
16
jsps - amkss
ncc air
13 february 1990
w i sh i n g f or*
bring my parents to overseas with my siblings; a hardworking me; GREAT grades in olvls this year