im wad i am
welcome to my lala land.
i want to live in a world of myself.
no disturbance
no nothing.
just me.
Monday, November 29, 2004
11:56 PM
cry cry cry...all i dO ish cry...lOlx...yEstErdAe? nOpE...ish sAturdAe...i criEd...criEd bAdly...fOrr 1 hOur plUs...frOm arOund 8.20 p.m...tO arOund 9.45 p.m likE thAt...hAvEn eAt dinnEr wOrghx...lOlx...if i tEll yOuu all thE rEasOn,yOuu mAy fInd it ridiculOus lAhx...but tO mE,it's nOt...okiEx...thIs ish thE rEasOn,cOx whEn fridAe i wEnt cOncErt,i nEvEr tOok picturEs of jAy chOu...if yOuu gOt rEad thE prEviOus entry,yOuu will nOe why lAhx hOrx...hAix...i rEally criEd bAdly...sOrt of shOuting dE cry...fAng shEng dA ku,evEn i shut thE dOor,outsIdE alsO cAn hEar clEarly thAt typE lOrx...i rEally rEally dAmn sUpEr sAd lOrx...thEn at 10 pm...bEfOrE thAt hEard jUn wEi sAe nEws gOt jAy chOu dE,thEn i sit in frOnt of thE tv at 10 p.m...wAiting fOr thE jAy's cOncErt dE nEws,cOx i wAn rEcOrd it dOwn,nOt nOeing whIch chAnnEl hAvE thE nEws,sO i kEpt on switchIng hErE aNdd thErE lOrx...fInAlly...lEt mE dEng daO lE...hEhEx...i rEcOrd dOwn,cOx pErsOnAlly i hAvE 2 tApEs thAt arE apEciAlly fOr jAy chOu dE,jUx wAdevEr jAy's thIngy on tv,i will jUx rEcOrd it dOwn...yOuu mAy thInk i crAzy...but i jUx sImply lOvE jAy chOu...thEn aftEr thAt,arOund 11 plUs fInish eAting my dinnEr...thAt tImE i thEn willing tO hAvE my dinnEr lOrx,but nOt rEally hAvE mUch appEtitE...aftEr thAt hOrx...suddEnly rEalize my bOth hAnds,thE pArt bEtwEen my pAlm aNd my elbOw dE pArt gOt 11 blAck-grEen bruisEs altOgEthEr...oMg...pAin lEhx...i thInk it's bEcOx frIdAe dE trAining climb thE wAll lOrx...mAkE until sO mAny hEi-qIng...lOlx...kKx...jUx nOw wEnt skOol buy bOoks,sAw chIt siAn aNdd pEi xIn...hMmx...thEn thE auntiE sAe wad assEsmEnt blAh blAh blAh,i alsO dunO wAn buy anOtx...zui hOu gOt buy onE A-mAths cAn kaO shu lOrx,thEn thE physIcs dE structurEd quEstiOns assEsmEnts,thEn nEvEr buy thE MCQ dE...wAs thInking wAn buy anOtx...lOlx...nOthing mUch lAhx...kKx...sIgning off...
Saturday, November 27, 2004
3:48 PM
omg...hAhAx...yEstErdAe wEnt tO jAy's cOncErt...thE "Inc0mparAble t0 Jay" w0rld t0ur 2o04...hEhEx...btw hOrx...i wUnn writE shO mUch hErE,nOt in dEtAil dE,cOx i will writE in dEtAiled in my pErsOnAl diAry...cOx pApEr lAst lOngEr thAn cOmputEr stuffs,aNdd i wAn tO kEep hIs cOncErt mEmOry f0revEr...aNdd diAry dUnn writE twicE,or yOuu will fOrgEt eAsiEr...
eniwAe,mOrnIng gOt nCc frOm 9-5 pm...hAix...sUch a lOng onE...but quitE enjOyablE lAhx...hAhAx...thEn gOt plAy gAmEs wIth izuAn aNdd sIr chEn xi...hAndsOmE siA...lOlx...thEn cOmE bAck vEh tirEd nOrghx...thEn bAth...eAt...until 6 plUs still hAvEn chAngEd yEt,shO gAn jiOng,scArEd lAtE siA...thEn arOund 7.10 pm thEn cAmE out of thE hOusE...omg...thEn i fAstEr rAn tO thE lift,thEn dOwnstAir rAn tO thE rOad tO hirE tAxi,almOst bAngEd ontO peOplE lEhx...lOlx...thEn my hOusE thErE nO tAxi siA...thEn i rAn aNdd rAn...quitE fAr siA...rAn tO thE nAnyAng pOly thErE...lUckily...gOt onE tAxi...lOlx...i wAs pAnting mAnx...thEn thE tAxi drivEr askEd mE why shO chuAn...lOlx...thEn,rEach thErE lE...sO excitEd siA...hAhAx... thEn bOught onE yIng guAng bAng,cOx lAst yEar i wEnt nEvEr bUy,nO fUn,sO thIs yEar gO,buy lOrx...hAhAx...thEn i wEnt in lOrx...hAhAhAx...i tOt thE seAt ish wuitE fAr,but it's dAmn nEar lOrx...aNdd tOo bAd i nEvEr brIng cAmErA...actuAlly i cAn smugglE in onE lOrx...cOx thEy chEck thE innEr,nEvEr chEck thE outEr zip...hAix...aNdd sO mAny flAshEs in thE hAll...lOlx...evEryonE smugglE in siA...evEn thE 93.3 hOst alsO gOt tOok picturEs...aNdd shE's abOut 1 mEtrE awAyy niA...
lOlx...abOut 8.40 pm thE cOncErt stArt...at fIrx...i was sOooOo hAppy...thEn hIgh siA...but dUnn dArE,cOx thE onE sitting bEsIdE mE ish adults,not hIgh onE...thEn im sO pAisEh...lOlx...but lAtEr i dUn cArE liaOx...lOlx...aNdd i jUx wAvEd my yIng guAng bAng high hErE aNdd thErE...aNdd sO mAny rUsh dOwn aNdd tOok picturEs...aNd i was thinking if i brOught thEn blAh blAh blAh,sO a bIt sAd aNdd unhAppy durIng thE cOncErt lOrx...thEn hAlf wAe,thE cOuplE bEsIdE mE lEft lEhx! oMg...sUch a wAstE...$148 tIckEt jUx wActhEd hAlf thE cOncErt...lOlx...thEn i lAtEr hEck cArE liaOx...i stOod up aNdd jUx high wIth thE rEst...shOutIng,scrEaming...aNdd jumping...aNdd wAving my light stick strOngly...dEspitE my hAnd wAs tirEd...lOlx...aNdd thE piAnO iSh bAby pInk lOrx,sO swEet...hE gOt dAncE...gOt nAn quAn mAmA...gOt xiu yi xiA hIs piAnO skill...wAhx...omg...thEn hE still gOt sAng a lOvE sOng whIch hE sAid hAd bEen prActisIng sIncE yOung cOx hE wAnn tO sIng tO thE gAls...thEn hE sAe hE prEsEnt thE sOng fOr thE gErx in thE hAll...lOlx...SWEET! okiEx...i dUnn tOk tOo mUch,or elsE lAtEr i cAn't writE out in my diAry...hAhAx...but thE atmOsphErE i prEfEr lAstt yEar dE...cOx thE peOplE thErE wErE mOrE hIgh...i thInk tOnItE dE cOncErt nIcEr lOrx...cOx it's thE fIrx cOncErt thAt bEing sOld out fIrx...sO ish thOsE rEally wEnt crAzy ovEr jAy dE will gO...mAkE thE atmOsphErE dAmn HIGH! lOlx...hAix...tOo bAd...wAd i rEgrEt mOst ish nEvEr brIng cAmErA...but still...ENJOYABLE!~
kKx...eNdd lE...thEn i intEnd tO wAlk tO mrt stAtiOn,thE cOncErt eNdd abOut 11.15 pm...thEn i rEmEmbEr lAstt yEar cAmE wIth my cOusIn,iSh wE wEnt hOmE by mrt mAhx...but i cAllEd hIm,hE tOld mE ish by tAxi,thAt onE ish whEn wE wEnt thErE mAhx...thEn hAix...nvm lOrx...thEn i wEnt wIth thE crOwd...wAlkEd quitE lOng lAhx...thEn thE crOwd dIspErsE...omg...i diE liaOx...thEn yOuu nOe wAd? i wAlkEd until gEylAng! lOr 14 gEylAng thErE...as wE nOe...gEylAng iSh wAd kInd of plAcE lAhx...thEn thAt tImE alrEady 12 o'clOck lOrx...sO evEn if i wAlkEd tO mrt,thErE alrEady nO trAin...hAix...thEn i askEd an auntiE lOrx...thEn kEnA a bit fiErcE sAid by hEr...cOx i alOnE mAhx...still cOmE cOncErt blAh blAh blAh...but still thAnx lAhx...shE askEd mE tOok bus 70 tO hOugAng aNdd chAngE bus lOrx...but i dUnn dArE...thEn lAtEr sAe bye byE tO hEr lE...thEn i wAn crOssEd thE smAll rOad,but sO mAny cArs kEpt on gOing,thEn i tOok off my visOr,cOx likE a bIt cAtching othEr's peOplE attEntiOn,cOx nO onE wOrE thAt mAhx...thEn i crOssEd lE...thEn i wAn hirE tAxi,but all on cAlls lEhx...thEn i quickly cAllEd my sIs askEd fOr thE on-cAll tAxi nUmbEr,thEn shE pickEd up,shE's slEeping,aNdd gOng gOng aNdd tEll mE shE dUnO...hAix...shE cAllEd sO mAny tImE aNdd tEll mE dUnO...but nO chOicE,shE's slEeping...i wAs sO pAnic,thEn i thAt mOmEnt i only cAn thInk of wu gui szE lOong dAddy,cOx hE nOe evErythIng mAhx...bus,mrt,tAxi all thAt stuffs aNdd hE dUnn slEep sO eArly dE,thEn i cAllEd hIm,hE tOld mE thE nUmbEr,thEN i rMb thE nUmbEr lOrx...thEn i wEnt bus-stOp lOrx,gOt a suddEn rAin mAhx...thEn im sO dAmn scArEd lOrx...likE thErE gOt sO mAny pAssEr-by aNdd kEep on lOok at mE...i dAmn scArEd lOrx...almOst wAnn cry out liaOx...i wAs nEar bOth guy aNdd gAl,arOund 20 yEars old likE thAt,quitE yOung lAhx,hAvE a haO rEn dE lOok,lUckily gOt thEm,fElt nOt 100% scArEd,at lEast gOt 10% hAi haO,cOx gOt thEm stAnding nEar mE...thInk thEy alsO jUx cAmE frOm thE cOncErt lOrx...thEn i wAs cAlling thE on-cAll tAxi lOrx...thEn i wAitEd sO lOng,likE nO onE wAn tO fEtch thIs pOor littlE gAl at gEylAng tO aMk mrt stAtiOn...thEn i rEally scArEd lOrx,tEars almOst wAn drOp liaOx,kEep prAyIng thE twO tEenAgErs dUnn gO yEt,hAi haO...wAit fOr abt 8 minutEs lidAt,finAlly thE pErsOn sAe hAvE lE...i hAd a hArd tImE cAlling thE tAxi yOuu nOe,cOx i nEvEr cAll bEfOrE,thEn thE listEnEr askEd mE thIs askEd mE thAt,i all dunO hOw tO sAe,thEn shE likE a bIt pIssEd off liaOx...hAix...tOok a lOng tImE mAnx...thEn thE pErsOn latEr sAe 5 minutEs thE drivEr will arrivE,askEd mE tO tAkE dOwn thE tAxi numbEr...lOlx...hEng ahx...tAxi cAmE liaOx...sOng lE yI kOu qi...thEn hAvE tO tEll bO haO nO nid tO fEcth mE liaOx...cOx suppOsEd tO gO aMk mrt stAtiOn thEn pEi wO hOmE dE...but mum sAe sIncE cAllEd tAxi,might as wEll drOvE all thE wAe tO my hOusE...shO sOrriE...thEn rEachEd lE lOrx...mum aNdd kOr wAitEd fOr mE dOwnstAirs...
wAs a dAmn tirEd dAe siA...but...i rEally rEally wAn tO thAnx szE lOong dAddy,if nOt fOrr hIm...i will rEally cry aNdd cOnfIrm wAn dAn at gEylAng thErE lE...aNdd thAt tImE alrEady 12.25 a.m likE thAt lOrx...thAnx fOr thE prEciOus tAxi nUmbEr...i will rEmEmbEr thAt nUmbEr hArd...aNdd alsO hE iSh thE onE whO mAdE mE bEcAmE sOrt of indEpAndAnt whEn im outsIdE alOnE,if nOt hIm,at thE stArtIng whEn i wAlkEd out of thE stAdium aNdd wAlking,i alrEady cry liaOx...*bOom*
Thursday, November 25, 2004
4:10 PM
siAnx ahx...stAy at hOmE agAin lOrx...hAhAx...tOdAe wOkE up at 10 plUs...vEh tirEd...still wAn slEep dE...thEn i wEnt out of thE rOom aNdd ''pOom'' at thE sOfA...aNdd i wAs lying thErE,hAlf dEad,hAhAx...thInking abOut tMl nCc...aNdd latEr lInk lInk lInk...suddEnly! i lInk daO tMl jAy's cOncErt...i fOrgOt tMl iSh jAy's cOncErt aNdd i hAvEnt buy thE tickEt yEt...whO tEll thE stupid idiOt tO lOsE my tIx,hAi wO nO tickEt...thEn i fAstEr wOkE up,gO on thE cOmputEr aNdd chEck thE sIstic,sEe if thE $148 tickEt still hAvE anOtx...ish limitEd liaOx...a fEw lEft...sO i fAstEr gO cAll my mOthEr aNdd hElpp mE buy thE tickEt...wAhAhAhAx...i cAn gO tMl lE...hAix...but thE sEat ish nOt thAt gOod lOrx...if thE stupId idiOt kEpt thE tix prOpErly,i cAn sIt thE fIrx rOw in frOnt of thE stAgE liaOx...hAix...but i wAn rEally thAnx my mOthEr...hAhAx...sUch a sUddEn cAll in thE mOrning tO ask hEr hElpEd mE buy tIckEt...hAhAx...hMmx...thEn i usE thE cOmputEr lOrx...shIt lAhx...hAhAx...i mIsSed thE kOrEan shOw at 11 a.m...lOlx...thEn wAs stAring at thE cOmputEr scrEen whilE i wAs hAving my lUnch...bEfOrE thAt gO dOwnstAirs tO tAkE my lUnch aNdd tIckEts aNdd sOmE of thE stuffs thAt my mOthEr bOught...lOlx...hEhEx...jAy's cOncErt...thEn cAmE bAck lOrx...mAkAning...thEn suddEnly i sAw my lEft hAnd,arOund thE wrIst,gOt a scrAtch,blEedIng,a littlE onlyy...but i dUnn rEmEmbEr i gOt kEnA scrAtchEd by anythIng lEhx...hAix...alwAes shO strAngE onE...my thIs lEft hAnd,dunO kEnA scrAtchEd 'mystEricAlly' hOw mAny tImEs liaOx...lOlx...sO frOm mOrnIng usE thE cOmputEr until nOw lOrx...hAix...nOthing mUch tO sAe tOdAe lEhx...siAnx...12 plUs mEiyAn cAllEd mE,tOt shE wAs gOing tO sAe abOut tMl trAinIng,but shE cAmE askIng mE sAe kEnji askEd mE wAn gO wAtch shuttErx anOtx...lOlx...but tOo bAd...i cAn't or rAthEr i dUnn wAn gO outt lAst mInutE...sAd...hAhAx...sO nOthing tO dO lOrx...siAnx...nOw i dunO wAd tO dO lE...hAix...tMl still gOt trAinIng...aNdd thE dAtE fOrr buyIng bOoks...aNdd hAvE tO brIng a tirEd mOod tO gO jAy's cOncErt...but i dEfInitEly will bE vEh hIgh whEn i gO tMl dE,aNdd will fOrgEt all my tirEdnEss...lOlx...tirEdnEss? gOt sUch a wOrd ahx? lOlx...hEck cArE lE lAhx...hAhAx...awAitIng fOr tMl...lAlAx...
Wednesday, November 24, 2004
4:11 PM
siAnx diaOx ahx...lAzy tO pOst lEhx...hOw...but i hAvE shOoOo mAny tO tOk abOut...abOut thE cAmp...evErytImE ish chAlEt,dunO gOt 4-5 tImEs liaOx,sO nOw ish cAmp,fIrx tImE sEhx...hAhAx...tirEd siA...yEstErdAe jUx cAmE bAck frOm my klAz cAmp...iSh a zO-bO lEisurE cAmp...our klAz orgAnizE lOrx...aNdd thAt mr lIng in-chArgE...hE thAt tImE sAe if our klAz thE nApfA tEst nO fAilurEs thEn will trEat us bBq...hE pAy mOnEy...thEn wE all jiu cAmp in skOol aNdd dO evErytHing iN skOol...thE cAmp wAs likE shO cOol siA...evErythIng in skOol iSh likE bElOng tO ours...hAhAx...i wEnt skOol at arOung 5 plus in thE evEnIng...thEn mOst ppl alrEady cOmE lE...thEn all in pOolrOom...tImE pAss rEally fAst nOrghx...thEn arOund 7,thEy stArt tO mAkE thE bbq thIngy...in thE pArAdE squArE...thE cOrnEr jUx outsIdE thE cOuncillOr rOom...thEn thE whOlE pArAdE quArE hOrx...thE gUys wErE plAying sOccEr...wAhAhAx...sO cOol siAx...thEn mr lIng cOmE...evErybOdy tOt hE wAs gOing tO scOld us...but...surprIsIngly...hE sAe...plAy ahx...dUn kIck thE wAlls ahx...thEn jiu mEi yOu lE...hAhAx...shO shOckEd siAx...aNdd thEy stArt thE fIrE fOr thE bbq lOrx...thEn lAtEr eAt...thE fIrE ish dAmn hOt siA...thEn yOu nOe wAd? thE cOntAinEr fOr thE chIckEn wIngs mElt lOrx...thE chIckEn wIngs arE pOisOnEd!~ hAhAx...cOx it wAs put bEsIdE thE pit,thEn mEltEd...sO evErybOdy wAs zO-bOing...hAhAx...thE fOod iSh supEr nIcE...aNdd thE chIckEn wIngs wAs likE thE mOmEnt yOuu bitE...it wAs shOo crispy aNdd nIcE! lOlx...thEn at nItE,aftEr bbq,wE hAd tO clEan up...thE flOor wAs likE shO mAny chArcOals,hAhAx...sO clEan up lOrx...nObOdy wAs blAming blAh blAh blAh...wE wAs likE nO baO yuAn lOrx...jUx clEaning...thEn jIu clEan lE lOrx...thEn it's abOut 1o or 11 plUs lE...thEn adinA aNdd mAy yEe wAn gO hOmE...but...lOlx...thE gAtE ish lOckEd...sO hAvE tO mA fAn mr lIng tO opEn thE gAtE...sO i cAllEd mr lIng thrOugh thE extEnsiOn lOrx...thEn thAt tImE alisOn,jiA lIng aNd suI li cAmE bAck frOm thEir jOb briEfIng...sO mAkE mAkE mAkE...until abOut 11 plUs...thEn wE stAyEd in thE pOolrOom...thEn 12 plus? wE wErE sAeing wAn gO bAth anOtx...actuAlly origInAlly thEy wAn plAy nItE cAtchIng dE...sO lAtEr dEcIdE tO gO aNdd bAth lOrx...aNdd thE wAtEr wAs likE shO dAmn cOld...evEryonE wAs likE...omG...hAhAx...i alsO lOrx...i alwAes bAth wIth vEh hOt wAtEr onE...hAhAx...i dUnn likE bAthing in skOol yOuu sEe...fIrx...ish cOld wAtEr...sEcOnd...it's shO kOng bu...lOlx...but shO mAny gUrls bAthing at thE sAmE tImE aNdd chAtting awAy...mAkE it nOt shO kOng bu lE...bEfOrE thAt i wAs thInking i scArEd tO bA thE lAstt tO bAth out,pA pA lAhx...lOlx...but hOrx...i bAth as fAst as i cOuld lOrx...aNdd whilE i wAs bAthing...i wAs likE...thE tEeth wErE all shivEring...lOlx...shivEring? trEmbling rAthEr...lEt mE hui xiAng daO thAt tImE i wEnt austrAliA...nEvEr bRing thIck thIck jAckEt,thEn end up likE tHis lOrx...whOlE bOdy plUs thE tEeth trEmbling...hAhAx...lOlx...kKx...bAck tO thE tOpIc...thEn hAhAx...eNdd up jAsmInE aNdd i cOmE out fIrx...lEft d0rEen,aNgEliA aNdd alisOn...btw...jiA lIng wAs wAitIng fOrr us whEn wE wErE bAtHing...lOlx...shO lAtEr evErybOdy cOmE out lOrx...thEn dOrrEn wAs sAeing...ahhx...i cAnt wAsh off thE bbq smEll...hAhAx...shO lAtEr wE wEnt bAck...thEy wEnt klAzrOom tO put thEir thIngs whilE mInE ish in thE pOolrOom...sO lAtEr...wE stAyEd in thE pOolrOom lOrx...aNdd sOmE slEeping in klAzrOom aNdd wAtchIng LOTR in klAz,includIng our fOrm tEachEr mIsS chAn wAs slEepIng thErE tOo...hAhAx...thEn thE whOlE nItE thrOugh wE plAying pOol nOn-stOp...still gOt tOurAmEnt siA...thEn gOt othEr gAmEs tOo...likE thE cArrEm...dunO hOw tO spEll...jEngA...rIsk...aNdd mAny mAny mOrE...sO evEryonE of us cAn bE entErtAinEd lOrx...hAhAx...thEn arOund 2 plUs...wE stArtEd tO hAvE our suppEr...suppEr? nAhx...tidbits...hAhAx...wE gOt arOund 10 big pAckEts of diffErEnt tidbits...snOopy onE lAhx...pOtAtO chIps lAhx...twIstiEs lAhx...prAwn crAckErs lAhx...aNdd mAny mOrE...still got chOcOlAtEs...hAhAx...sOo mAny thIngs...aNdd cAn't mIss out thE cOkE drInks...aNdd thE rOom wAs likE our own hOmE likE thAt...shO mAny rubbIsh...wE eAt lE jiu thrOw on thE flOor...likE...whO cArEs? hAhAx...vEH shuAng dE whOlE nItE thrOugh...wE eAt,plAy aNdd chAt...nOthIng elsE...absOlutEly nOthing! hAhAx...dAmn fUn...thEn i plAyEd thE pOol...sO fUn...lOlx...thEn tImE fliEs...shO fAst...jiu mOrNing(4 plUs 5 plUs) lE...thEn gOt onE tImE cOmE mr liNg...thEn hE wAs likE smilIng...likE shO shOckEd thAt evEryonE wAs still awAkE...hAhAx...thEn wAs sAeing thE nEtbAllErs still nOt slping ahx,cOx thEy hAvE trAining thAt mOrning 9 a.m,lOlx,abt 5 hOurs mOrE tO gO,othErs alsO hAvE thEir cCa,but i duNn hAvE,hAhAx...sO lAtEr hE wEnt awAy...thEn wE wErE likE trying tO slEep...but cAn't...hAhAx...thEn thE rOom wAs shO cOld...dAmn cOld...thEn dunO wAd tImE,thInk ish 5 plUs bAhx,dunO...thEn i cAmE out of thE rOom,omg! thE 5 gUrls arE slEepIng in thE pArAdE squArE...11 clAps fOr thEm mAnx...jAsmInE,dOrEen,suI li,alisOn aNdd aNgEliA...lOlx...wIth pillOwz frOm thE cOuncillOr rOom,cOx alisOn hAvE thE cOuncillOr rOom kEys,aNdd thE sOfA thIngy tAkEn frOm thE pOol rOom's sOfA...hAhAx...sO lAtEr othEr gUrls alsO jOin in lOrx...includIng mE...but i cAn't slp at all...thEn lAtEr thE guys cOmE...all vEh cOnsidErAtE siA...vEh quiEt dE...thEn lAtEr nOthing tO dO...wAlk hErE...wAlk thErE...lOlx...thEn onE blInk...sUn risEs lE...but thEy still lyIng on thE pArAdE squArE...hAhAx...thEn eArly in thE mOnIng...mE,alisOn,aNgEliA aNdd dOrEen wEnt tO mAc tO hAvE our brEakfAst aNdd thE gUys' tuRn tO hAvE thEir slEep...hAhAx...thEn thAt tImE...a fEw gUrls wEnt hOmE lE,thEy sAe wAn gO hOmE slEep slEep...hAhAx...thEn wEnt mAc sAw my primAry skOol frEnd juStIn wOrking thErE,hAhAx...thEn whEn wE atE fInIsh,hE cAmE aNdd gIvE aNgEliA thE fOod shE ordErEd fOr tAkE-awAys,thEn i wAs likE lAughing,jOking jOking lAhx...thEn hE lOokEd at mE...thEn gigglEs,shy shy lAhx...hAhAx...sO thEn wE wAlkEd bAck tO skOol,but thEn angEliA wEnt hOmE liaOx...thEn sAW mIss chAn,sAEing wAd will pAss us thE mOnEy fOr brEakfAst or wAdevEr thIngy...hAhAx...$60 siAx...lOlx...thEn wEnt bAck klAz lOrx...guys a fEw arE still slEep,whilE othErs awAkE lE...cOx sAE gOt cCa...hAhAx...thEn lAtEr mE aNdd alisOn wEnt dOwn wIth thEm lOrx...cOx sO mAny wEnt dOwn,klAz alsO nOthing tO dO...thEn wE wEnt dOwn pOolrOom agAin...hAhAx...wAs tEaching alisOn hOw tO plAy pOol...im alsO a nEwbiE tOo...fIrx tImE plAying wAs jUx thE fIrx dAe of cAmp...lOlx...scArEd lAtEr gOt othEr ppl frOm othEr klAz cOmE plAy hOrx,thEn thE bOard i wrOtE shO mAny 2/3 nAmEs...will lEt thE othEr ppl tOt sO mAny ppl plAying...aNdd in fAct all arE 2/3 peOplE...hEhEx...thEn lAtEr thE guys cAmE in...thEy plAyEd lOrx...sO plAy plAy plAy...aNdd i jUx wEnt tO thE littlE ''bAr cOrnEr'' aNdd i fEll aslEep...hAhAx...rEal tirEd lOrx...thE whOlE dAe nEvEr slp...sO slp fOr abOut hAlf aN hOur? i alsO dunO,nEvEr sEe thE tImE...thEn whEn i wOkE up,omg...my hAdnds arE nUmb...rEally nUmb...i wAs likE...jiu mIng ahx...thEn i askEd bOth my gUys' frEnds whO wErE nEarEst tO mE tO bEat my hAnds...gOt a bIt haO lE...but still...nUmb...thEn i wEnt out thE rOom tO gEt sOmE wArm aIr...lOlx...thEn cAmE in agAin...aftEr a whilE...alisOn aNdd siAng Ee wEnt fOr thEir drAmA...alisOn pOn hEr guidEs...hAhAx...thEn alisOn tOld mE whEn shE wAs hAving thE drAmA,hEr mdm cAmE askIng hEr if shE cOming anOtx...thEn shE sAid hAvE tO gO fOr hEr cOusIn's wEddIng...but in fAct,thE wEddIng wAs abt onE or twO wEeks agO...hAhAx...thEn at arOund 11 plUs,wE wEnt out of thE pOolrOom...wEnt bAck tO klAz rOom,on thE wAe,chIn hOng wAs abOut tO lEavE nOrghx...peOplE wAs gOing hOmE onE by onE...siAnx...thEn wE wEnt klAz slEeping agAin...lOlx...thEn i wAn thE mAt dE...cOx wE gOt whOlE stAck of mAts in our klAz jUx fOr our cAmp,hAhAhAhAhAx...duA bAi bAhx...but vEh dIrty lOrx...only a fEw nOt,but alrEady stAckEd up,lEft 2 on thE flOor,alvIn wAs slEeping sOundly on onE...thEn yEe yEw liEd dOwn on thE sEcOnd onE...thEn i wEnt tAblE lOrx...pA zAi nA li...thEn aftEr thAt yEe yEw wAs likE shO dAmn swEet aNdd cArIng...cOx originAlly hE wAs slEeping vErticAlly,thEn hE sAid hEyx,i nEvErmInd lAhx,i slEep likE thAt(bEgin tO mOvE,thE mAt ish hOrizOntAl,aNdd hE slEep vErticAl,thEn cAusE hAvE othErs spAcE fOr mE tO slp,aNdd hE likE dUnn mInd,squEezing up hImsElf aNdd slp tt smAll spAcE...)...sO gAn dOng siA...but i sAe dUnn wAn lAhx,askEd hIm tO slp bAck,mOrE cOmfOrtAblE...but hE alsO dUnn wAn mOvE bAck...nOt i scArEd tO slEep wIth hIm on thE sAmE mAt,if i wAn i rEally dArE,bEcOx my klAz gUys arE nOt likE othErs klAz gUys...i trUst thEm dAmn mUch lOrx...thEy arE rEally nIcE guys,our klAz ish wE rEally trust eAch othErs a lOtx,nO mAttEr ish gUys,or gUrls...thEn lAtEr i rEst on thE tAblE...wEi xUn aNdd jUn xiAng gAbriEl jOinEd yEe yEw on thE mAt...aftEr abOut dunO wad tImE...onE hOur? i wOkE up...thE gUys wAs chAtting...nvm lAhx...thEn lAtEr dunO wAd...a fEw awAkE lE...thEn gAbriEl wAs askIng whErE ish wEi xUn,thEn yEe yEw sAe hE wEnt hOmE lE...cOx jUx nOw sAw hIm tAking hIs bAg sAe hE wAn gO hOmE...thEn gAbriEl alsO wEn hOmE lE...sObx...thEn yEe yEw or jUn xiAng fOund a bAg,dunO whO's onE...thEn thEy sEe insidE thE tHingy lOrx...thEn rEalizE ish wEi xUn...thEn wE wErE likE...ahx?!?!? tOt wEi xUn gOnE hOmE liaOx...thEn wE fOund mElvrIck's bAg ish gOnE...thEn wE suspEct wEi xUn tOok wrOng bAg...aNdd wE wErE sAEing hOw cAn,tAkE wrOng bAg,impOssiblE lEhx...lOlx...thEn yEe yEw wAs sAeing pErhAps rEally,cOx hE jUx wOkE up jiu gO liaOx,mAybE rEally vEh blUr in mInd thAt tImE...thEn aftEr a whilE stOp anAlyzIng thIngs liaOx...thEn mE aNdd yEe yEw slEpt on thE mAt...thEn thAt tImE,shAwAl,tiOng pEng aNdd jUn xiAng wErE slEeping on thE stAck of mAts on thE trOllEy...lOlx...thEn aftEr thAt,wOkE up agAin...ehhx...wEi xUn! lOlx...thEn lAtEr mAkE thIngs clEar...rEalizE whEn wEi xUn iSh abOut tO gO hOmE...mr lIng ''kIdnAppEd'' hIm tO dO stuffs...hAhAx...thEn lAtEr a lOtx of thIngs hAppEnEd lAhx...wE wEnt cOmputEr lAb...jAsOn thE IT wAs thErE...prItIng thIngs...hElp tEachEr dE...thE skOol nEwslEttEr...thEn afEr thAt,thEy plAyEd lOvE cAlculAtOr,lOlx...whEn wE wErE gOing out of thE rOom,alisOn jOinEd us,aNdd wAlkEd bAck klAz,sui li aNdd kAi-huI cAmE bAck frOm thEir nEtbAll trAinIng...dOrEen wAs gOnE,dunO gO whErE lE...thEn lAtEr alisOn hAd tO lEavE thE skOol asAp mAhx...cOx shE pOn guIdEs...hAhAx...thEn lAtEr wE wEnt kFc lOrx,on thE wAe,wAs rAinIng siA...thEn a whOlE bUnch of gUys aNdd gUrls wAlkIng iN thE rAin,thEn whEn wE wAlkEd intO thE kFc,all thE wOrkErs at thE cOuntEr wEE likE stArIng at us...hAhAx...thEn wE usEd thE $60 dOllArs tO buy twO sEts of fEst B fAmilyy mEal whIch cOst arOund $60+...hAhAx...btw...thErE gOt 9 peOplE...mE,alisOn,kAi-huI,suI li,jAsOn,alvIn,yEe yEw,shAwAl,aNdd tiOng pEng...hAhAx...wE hAd fUnn yA...thEn lAtEr wE fAstEr wEnt outt of thE kFc bcOx it wAs dAmn cOld insIdE,evEryonE in thAt grOup wAs frEezIng,or rAthEr wE wErE alrEady frEezIng thE mOmEnt wE stEpEd insIdE wIth thE wEt bOdy...lOlx...thEn aftEr thAt...jAsOn wEnt off...fOllOwEd by kAi-hUi...aNdd thEn tiOng pEng...thEn wE wEnt off lOrx...thEn aftEr thAt thE guys wAn gO rAidErs...thEn mE,alisOn aNdd sui li...wEnt oursElf...but wE dunO whErE wE wAn gO,wE dUnn fEel likE gOing hOmE...it's still shO eArly,3 plUs niA...but sIngApOrE ish shOoOoOOoOo smAll!~ thE cEntrAl wAlkEd a fEw minutEs jiu wAlk fInIsh liaOx...hAhAx...thEn aftEr shOooOo mAny ''discussiOns''...wE dEcIdEd tO gO hOmE liaOx...aftEr fInIsh buyIng my cD...thEn wEnt hOmE...bAth...aNdd listEning dIsc...aNdd slEep!~ hAhAx...lOlx...slEep until 9 plUs...thEn hOrx...omg...suffErIng mAnx...i gOt a cOld...aNdd i wAs likE snEezIng aNdd snEezIng aNdd snEezIng...thAt wAs shO suffErIng mAnx...thEn i hAd my dinnEr...thEn aftEr thAt wAs thIking usIng thE cOmputEr...but nEvEr usEd in thE eNdd...wAs tOking on fOnE wIth my frEnd...but hAngEd up aftEr 10-15 minutEs...thEn lAtEr i cAllEd my othEr frEnd...cOx hE nEed hElp...thAt tImE msg mE,but nEvEr rEply cOx nEed tO sAvE sMs...but thEn hOrx...tOk a whilE jiu hAng up liaOx...i quIckly hAng up...cOx i wAs likE cAnOt tAhAn liaOx...thE cOld wAs...lOlx...i cAn't evEn tOk...hAhAx...thEn hAng up lE gO fInd ointmEnt...or ish thAt cAllEd ointmEnt? i dunO,i only nOe chinEsE cAllEd fEng yOu...thEn i gO apply...omg...tOo mUch liaOx...thE thE whOlE nOsE arEa wAs likE sO...''bUrnIng''....hAhAx...thEn aftEr a whilE,still likE thAt,thEn i gO wAsh wAtEr...a bIt gOnE lAhx...but still sO ''lA''...thEn dUnn cArE liaOx...gO slEep...thEn slEep until tOdAe arOund 11...still sO slEepy...hAhAx...eniwAe...thE cOld haO lE...yEstErdAE apply thE pointmEnt thEn thE effEct a bit fAst lAhx...bEfOrE fAlling aslEep,nO blOck nOsE lE...kKx...shAll eNdd hErE...btw...jUx wAnnA sAe...<<>> aNdd thE whOlE skOol dE prOpEry likE ours likE thAt...hAhAx...klAzrOom...pOolrOom...pArAdE squArE...aNdd evErythIng...hAhAx...jUx rAwks okiEx...our klAz frEndshIp bOnd iSh rEally vEh strOng...
Saturday, November 20, 2004
1:21 AM
hEhEx...tOdAe wEnt amOy quEe lOrx,but bEfOre thAt,gO aMksS aNdd my primAry skOol aftEr thAt...chAttEd or rAthEr listEn tO our primAry skOol tEachEr sAe thIngs...lOlx...shO intErEstIng...aNdd listEn liaOx,rEally tHink nOwadAes dE studEnts hOrx...TOTALLY disrEspEctfUl lOrx...still cAn sAe 'tEachEr,cAn yOuu gIvE mE a knifE,i wAn tO kill yOuu'...thE fAult iSh wIth thE studEnts thEmsElvEs lOrx...thEy sUx lAhx...i sEe mr swArnA shO xIn tOng,i alsO fElt sAd fOr hIm...hMmx...thEn wE sittEd fOr abt hOurx...hAhAx...thEn aftEr thAt,hE hAd tO gO busy wIth hIs own stuffs lOrx...sO mE aNdd my primAry skOol gO wAndEr arOund...hAhAx...hAi haO lAhx...
kKx...i hEn bu dE strAight awAy tOk abt amOy quEe...hEhEx...thE sir jUx rOx lAhx okiEx...wEetx!~ hE iSh my hAppy fruit in amOy quEe okiEx,alwAes plAy wIth mE onE,aNdd hE's shO dAmn cutE!~ hAhAx...i nOticE hIm sIncE thE cAmp fEast liaOx,thEn alwAes crAzy ovEr hIm onE...i thAt tImE rEally shO crAzy,ish abt aftEr oriEntiEring bAhx...i spEciAlly gO nCc wEbsitE aNdd sEe gOt hIm anOtx...gO chEck out hIs nAmE aNdd blAh blAh,sEe if cAn cOntAct daO hIm mAhx...but fAilEd ahx...cOx i only chEck outt thE nAmE...thEn gO frEndstEr try my lUck...but fAilEd...lOlx...whEn gO amOy quEe or wAd nCc stuffs,hE's alwAes thE fIrx onE whO cOmEs intO my mInd strAight awAy...i gOt twO sO-cAllEd frEnd dE sIr nOrghx...onE ish thE dAmn cutE onE...sIr C K Gan,thE othEr ish sIr shAfIg,hE alsO rOx...hEhEx,alwAes mAkE fUn of mE onE...thE sIr C K Gan alsO mEi yOu haO daO nA li qu,hE alwAes tEasE mE dE...sOmEtImEs sEe mE jiu sAe aMk....siAnx...hAhAx...cOx wE aMksiAn mAhx...kKx...tOdAe nEhx...wE wEnt amOy quEe...thEn thE sIr ask us whO hAvEnt eAt lOrx...shO i rAisE lAhx...gOt luO lIng,liOnEl,sOfiAh aNdd mE...shO whEn wE wEnt tO thE cAntEen aNdd wAit hOrx...thEn lAtEr thE sIr ask agAin...thEn i nOt hUngry lOrx...sO i nEvEr rAisE...thEn at fIrx thE sIr ask,hE sAw my hAnd mAhx,thEn hE rMb...lOlx...daO mEi! BUT! i nEvEr rEgrEt fOllOwing hIm tO tAkE lUnch...cOx i sAw my fAvOuritE sIr...C K gAn....hAhAx...thEn wE hElp hIm tAkE thE tHings fIrx lOrx...thEn lAtEr gO tO thE admin officE...hEhEx...hErE's thE intErEstIng pArt...thEn whEn wE cOmE outt ritEx...aftEr a whilE,i hEard sOmEonE shOut...wEeEeeEee...( i tHink it's thIs sOund,fOrgOt lE...jUx a vEh lOng dE nOisE...),thEn i lOok arOund,aNdd on thE rIght! i sAw hIm! hAhAx...im shOoOoOo hAppy whEn i sAw hIm,thEn shO hAppy,kEpt on smiling aNdd lAughing lOrx...thEn ritEx...lAtEr hE tEasEd mE,hE stOod whErE hE iSh,abt fEw mEtrEs awAy only...thEn hE bAng,sEdI--A...aNdd vEh stAndArd dE,hE sAlutE tO mE,hAhAx...shO pAisEh...a sIr sAlutIng tO mE...thEn hE's iSh shoOoOOooOoooOo dAmn cutE!~ hEhEx...mE fElt shO bliSsEd yA...sAw hIm hOrx,hEart mElt strAight awAy liaOx...thEn aftEr thAt frOm whErE hE ish agAin,hE shOutEd tO thE sIr whO arE wIth us,''hEyx!~ my cAdEt lEhx!~ '' hAhAx...shO cutE rItEx,i rEally cAnt stAnd hIs cutEnEss lOrx...thAt tImE i still rMb cAmp fEast,hE aSkEd mE whEthEr im mIxEd blOod anOtx...hAhAx...*gigglEx* thEn lAtEr jiu kEpt on sEe hIm lOrx,nO chOicE ahx,i kAn bu gOu,lOlx...thEn lAtEr hAvE tO gO dOwn tAkE our pAckEd lUnch lE...sAd lOrx...thEn wE atE by thE stAir-cAsE...eAt eAt eAt...wHilE tHinkIng thE sIr iSh upstAirs,wIsh hE will cOmE dOwn...thEn! hAhAx...hE rEally cOmE dOwn lEhx,im shO hAppy! thEn whEn hE's cOming dOwn,hE sAw mE,thEn wE lOok at eAch othEr lOrx,fOr a fEw sEcOnds...thEn i spOkE...''ni yaO chi mA?'' i aSkEd hIm wAn tO eAt nOtx...''huhx? zhEn dE mA? wO zhEn dE hEn e liaOx lEhx...'' i lAughEd lOrx...thEn i rAisE my pAckEd lUnch...sAid'' nA,'' thEn aftEr thAt hE lAugh aNdd wAlk awAy lE...i fOrgOt hE gOt sAe aNythIng bEfOrE hE gO awAy nOtx...aiyAhx...why i shO fOrgEtful nEhx...thEn ritEx...lAtEr mE dUnn fEel likE eAtIng liaOx...shO lAtEr liOnEl thrEw fOrr us...thEn lAtEr thE sIr C K aSkEd us whEthEr wE arE thE suppOrtIng cOntigEnt nOtx...thEn wE sAE dunO,cOx our ncO dIn tEll us abt aNytHing...sO hE sAid...''hUhx,thEn nI mEn bu zhi daO nI mEn lAi zhE li gAn mA aHx...thEn hAi lAi...'' hAhAx...cutE sEhx...thEn lAtEr fAll in lOrx,wIth thE zhEng huA onE...thEn nId onE IC mAhx...thEn lAtEr sIr C K chOosE a chubby cAdEt frOm zhEnghuA...thEn ritEx...thE cAdEt chuA diO lAhx...hAhAx...thEn hE sAe hE dunO...thEn thE sIr tEach hIm pAtiEntly aNdd slOwly lAhx...hAhAx...thEn ritEx...cOx thE cAdEt dUnO mAhx...thEn hE's our IC fOr thE sEctiOn,sO wE stAnd in frOnt of hIm lOrx...thEn thE IC vEh funny mAhx...cOx hE rEally dunO...thEn thE sIr wAs likE 'dOu tA' mAhx...(plAy plAy)...thEn i lOok at thE sIr...thEn wE kEpt on exchAngE eye cOntAct...thEn hE gOt oncE gAvE mE thAt kInd of cutE cutE dE exprEssiOn,thE kInd of 'yAn shEn' thAt tElls mE thAt hE's plAying wIth thE IC...KAWAII NEHX!~ hEhEx...gOt oncE kEkEnAn lu-rus mAhx...thEn mux sEriOus in drills mAhx...thEn hE sEe mE shO sEriOus,thEn hE lAugh at mE,hMph...hAhAx...lOlx...cOx im alwAes shO hAppy lAughIng aNdd smiling in frOnt of hIm mAhx...thEn lAtEr wE mArch awAy lE lOrx...bAck tO thE cAntEen...uppEr pArAdE thErE...hAix...mIsS hIm siA...thEn gOt shO mAny rEhEarsAls nEvEr sAw hIm...siAnx diaOx dE whOlE wAe thrOugh ahx...hAhAx...lOlx...thEn thE actuAl pArAdE skip lAhx...dUnn wAn tO tOk abt thAt...hEhEx...jUx wAn tOk abt thE sIr...thEn thE actuAly pArAdE got thE mArch pAsS mAhx...thEn almOst rEach thE plAcE whErE wE cAn stOp...i sAw hIm!~ thEn i wAs mArching shO sEriOusly mAhx...suddEnly sAw hIm thErE...i smilEd lEhx...gigglEs lOrx...thEn whilE mArching,i stAring at hIm,hE stAring at mE lOrx...surE tEasE mE dE...hAhAx...thEn i stIck out my tOnguE a littlE...hEhEx...blEahx!~ thEn lAtEr...hAppy lOrx...thEn gOt buffEt lE lOrx...fOr thE guEsts of cOx lAhx...in thE NPH...wE alsO hAvE buffEt,in thE cAntEen,a smAllEr onE...wE in thE cAntEen,thEn i kEpt lOokIng bEhInd tO hAvE a lOok outt fOr hIm...sAw hIm lE lOrx...aftEr a fEw turNing bAcks...thE i tuRnEd right,sAw hIm,lOok fOr a fEw sEcOnds,tur bAck...aftEr thAt...tUrn lEft...stArE fOr a fEw sEcOnnds...agAin tuRn bAck...hAhAx...cOx whEn i stArE at hIm,hE's alsO stAring mAhx...shO scArEd lAtEr hE tOt wAd...hAhAx...lOlx...shO hE gOnE tO thE NPH hAll lE lOrx...thEn kEpt tHinkIng of hIm mAhx...cOx i scArEd nxt tImE in tHis yEar if nO evEnt jiu cAnOt sEe hIm lE...hAix...btw...hEng hEng my skOol gErs cAdEts still stAy thErE,hEhEx...nOe wAd's my purpOsE lAhx hOrx...thEn finAlly! hAhAx...hE cAmE cAntEen lE...sAw hIm lE...pAisEh siAx...cOx my frEndd sAe,ehx,yI jUn,nI dE nA gE cutE cutE sIr lAi liaOx...hAhAx...but
eniwAe,hAvEnt tEll yOuu why i shO gAn jiOng abt gEtting hIs cOntAct,cOx i thInk if nOt wrOng,thIs yEar iSh hIs lAstt yEar in hQ lOrx...cOx hE nOw ish sErvIng nS mAhx...hE tHird sErgEant,sAmE as sIr shAfIg,thEn thAt tImE sIr shAfIg tOld mE lAstt yEar lOrx,sO i tHink sAmE fOr sIr C K Gan bAhx...sObx!~ thEn lAtEr...wE still sAt thErE chAtting lAhx...thEn thE sIr C K Gan wEnt tO tAkE hIs dinnEr...sAw sIr shAfIg in lAnd nO.3,cOol siA...thEn aftEr nOt lOng...my frEnd sAe...fAstEr go,lAtEr thEy aSkEd us tO clEan up thE plAcE...thEn hAix...i nO chOicE...lOlx...hMmx...actuAlly prhApx i rAthEr stAy thErE lEhx...hEhEx...thEn i wEnt off sAdly lOrx...wEnt tO thE admIn offIcE tO retriEvE ourr bAgx...thEn whEn gOing tO thE gAtE,kEep lOokIng bAck...jUx hOpE thAt hE's bEhInd us...but nOthing...i slOwed dOwn my pAcE lOrx...thEn wAs likE a bit distAncE frOm my othEr frEnds in frOnt...hAhAx...lOlx...thEn aftEr thAt,outsidE thE gAtE,wAitIng fOr my mOthEr lOrx...all thE gAls all lOng-bAng...thEn wAit wAit wAit...kEep lOokIng iNsidE...jUx hOpE thAt hE fAstEr cOmE outt lOrx...but lOokEd until my mOthEr cAmE...still sAw nO signs of hIm...hAix...thEn jiu hui jiA lE lOrx...aftEr lOng-bAng thEm...sUch a tiring dAe...stAnd in thE pArAdE fOrr shO lOng aNdd shO mAny tImEx...hAhAx...but still...nOt rEgrEting gOing lAhx...cOx thE pArAdE iSh kIndA nIcE wIth thE pArty-pOps at thE eNdd...nIcE eNding...aNdd wEnt thErE alsO gOt cCa pOints...aNdd mOst of all! i sAw hIm! hAhAx...shO xIng fu...rEally hOpE thAtt cAn gEt hIs cOntAct,nO mAttEr iSh e-mAil or nUmbErx...lOlx...wIsh mE gOod lUck bAhx... =)
Friday, November 19, 2004
11:13 PM
hEyx,prEviOus dE entry fOrgOt tO sAe thE officE thIngy...i wEnt skOol in hOmE clOthEs mAhx...thEn kEnA sAid by thE emplOyEe thErE...shIt nOrghx...thEn i kIndA gIvE hEr attitudE...lOlx...still tOld mE 'yOu nOe thE studEnt hAndbOok blAh blAh blAh'...siAnx diaOx ahx,auntiE ahx,i'vE bEen an amksiAn fOrr twO yEars liaOx ehx...
Thursday, November 18, 2004
9:14 PM
tOdAe i wEnt out wIth mIngz,bO haO,aNdd jUn wEi...wE wEnt bOwling...but i nEvEr bOwl,bcOx i dunO hOw tO rEally bOwl(likE thEm),thEy alsO dunO hOw tO bOwl fOrr yOurr infO...aNdd sEcOndly,i nO mOod,thE rEasOn,iSh writtEn thE prEviOus pOst...im rEally sAdd...tOdAe thE lUnch atE a fEw jiu dUnn wAn lE,mum tOt thE cHickEn nOtt nIcE,but nO lAhx...jUx thAt im nOt in thE mOod tO eAt...tOdAe thE pAckEd lUnch still gOt my fAvOuritE vEgEtAblE...im shO fAn rEcEntly...tOdAe thE tEachEr still cAllEd my mUm sAe 3/3 gOt plAcE agAin...sAvE thE plAcE fOr mE...i tOt it's alrEady sEttlEd,3/1,aNdd dUnid tO fAn anymOrE...whO nOes tOdAe...hAix...i rEally dunO...3/1 gOt my vEh gOod dE frEnds tOo...sOmEtImEs rEally fEel likE stAyIng thErE...but at thE sAmE tImE,3/3 alsO gOt my vEh gOod frEnds...lOlx...indEcisIvE dE wO...hAhAx...okiEx...thEn lAtEr gO yiO chu kAng lOrx...atmOsphErE vEh bAd yA...hMmx...dunO lAhx...thEn at bOwling thErE hAi haO lAhx...cOx dunO why tOdAe gO thErE dE all 'yOu bEi er lAi'...all prO siA...hMmx...thEn sAw a guy wIth thE dImplEx...kAwAii nEhx!~ hAhAx...lOlx...thEn hOrx thE jUn wEi hAhAx...thE bAll cAn bOuncE dE wOrGhx...k lAhx...dunO wAd tO sAe...jUx thE whOlE dAe shOoOo fAn...alsO fA pi qi on my frEnd...lOlx...gOmEinAsAi...dOtx...shO tOdAe a vEh bAd dAe lAhx...shO mAny fAn naO...k lAhx...stOp hErE lE...dUnn fEel likE writIng liaOx...chOw!~
tHis entry iSh fOr yEstErdAe dE...hErE it stArt...hAix...yEstErdAe im dAmn sAd...cAnOt slp...cOx cAn't slp at arOund 12 plUs...i dEcidEd tO ask my kOr tO plAy plAy-stAtiOn wIth mE,sO i dUnn nEed to tHink aNythIngg...aM rEally dAmn sAd...my dEar frEnd...sOrriE...hE's thE onE i tEll all my sEcrEts aNdd trOublE tO,thE onE i will turN tO whEn i cry...thE onE i will turN tO whEn im hAppy...hE's thE onE thAt kEep mE accOmpAny whEn im sAd or hAppy...wE will shArE our sOrrOws aNdd jOy tOgEthEr...i cry...hE will jUx accOmpAny mE,dEspitE nOt sAeing aNythIngg on fOnE...hE will jUx kEep quiEt,nOeing thAt i nEed hIm tHis truE frEnd...i rEally trEasurE hIm a lOtx a lOtx...hE's thE onE frEnd thAt undErstAnd mE...my tOking hAbits aNdd attitudE,hE nOe wAd kInd of tOnE or wAdevEr mEans wAd kInd of mOod im hAvIng dEspitE nOt tElling hIm aNythIng...i cOmE acrOss tHis frEnd of mInE aNdd i chErIsh it...yEstErdAe...bcOx of sOmEthIng...sOmEhOw or anOthEr...wE cAn't tOk on fOnE anymOrE...im rEally sAdd...sAdd...tO thE extrEmE cOrE!~ i criEd...i criEd bAdly...hE's thE onE i lOvE shO mUch...as a truE frEnd...thE mOmEnt i thOught of thAt,im rEally rEally rEally vEh sAd...im hAppy wIth thE mOmEnts whEn hE's arOund mE,whEn hE's in my wOrldd...bUt nOw...hAix...my lifE sUx lAhx...i cAnt tEll hIm thE rEasOn,cOx if i tEll,will wOrsEn thE rElAtiOnship bEtwEen hIm aNdd hIs...i cAn't bE shO sElfish...i hAd enOugh of tHis kIndA lifE...hE kEep askIng mE thE rEasOn...hE's sAdd tOo...hE tOld mE hE chErIsh a lOt a lOt thE mOmEnts whEn wE tOk on fOnE evErytImE...aNdd hE lOvE mE tOo,of cOx as a truE frEnd,hE alsO gOt stEad lE,almOst onE yEar liaOx,lOlx,a vEh fAithfUl gUy...wE hAvE nO sEcrEts...jUx as sImplE...i trust hIm,hE trust mE...my truSt fOr hIm hAd nOt gOnE,aNdd it's nOt gOing tO bE gOnE,evEr! aNdd nEvEr! i nOe hE's nOt thE onE tElling,aNdd cOx thE sAmE hOusE,''hE'' will nOe whO hE iSh tOking tO...hAix...i gOt thAt kInd of 'wu yI wu kaO' dE fEeling at tHis mOmEnt...nOw gOt nO appEtitE...nOt at all...eAt a fEw...jiu bu xiAng chi lE...why...why mUx hEavEn bE shO un-fAir tO mE...i alrEady hAd enOugh prOblEms...aNdd yOuu kEep gIvIng mE nOn-stOp...hAix...tirEd dE wO...fEel likE slping...aNdd nOt gOing tO wAkE up agAin...
Wednesday, November 17, 2004
5:36 PM
tOdAe fElt kInda xiAn mu ehx...alsO xIn yAng yAng...lOlx...but dUnn tEll yOu all wAd is it abOut...hAhAx...dOtx...lAlA lAlA elmO sOng...*pEngx* tOdAe...sAmE lAhx...guO yI yAng dE shEng huO...siAnx...tOdAe my frEnd wilsOn wEnt pErth lE...think hE nOw in airpOrt? or bOard thE flight liaOx...hAhAx...hE gOt ask mE wAn buy aNything nOtx...but i sAe dUnid lE...anOthEr issuE! my kOr cAllEd tOdAe sAe gOt singApOrE idOl dE tickEt fOr tMl...ask mE wAn gO anOtx...actuAlly i kIndA fEel likE gOing dE...lOlx...nv gO bEfOrE mAhx...but tMl hAvE a outIng wIth my frEnds...sO i rEjEct lE...hMmx...nOw all thE tIckEts kEnA snAtchEd fInish liaOx...cOx ish hIs tEachEr hAvE dE mAhx...a lOtx ehx! but a while lAtEr,all fInish liaOx...sObx...hAhAx...
nOw...sO siAnx ahx...jiA mIn wEnt chAlEt...nO onE bIckEr wIth mE...lOlx!!~ sAmE sAmE dE wO,evErydAe tHink hErE tHink thErE...sOmE things sOmEtImEs wIsh tO dO,but dUnn dArE,sOmEtHings dUnn wIsh tO dO,but fEel likE dOing,sOmE tHings wIsh tO dO,but dUnn fEel likE dOing...DOTX!~ wAd im sAeing ahx...lOlx...i alsO dunO...hAhAx...sOmE tHings i wIsh tO hAvE,but i cAn't fInd at all! sOmE tHings i dUnn wIsh tO hAvE,but piAn piAn i hAvE...dOtx...i jUx wIsh i bEcOmE a littlE aNgEl,evErydAe in thE sky,aNdd evErydAe bring hAppinEsS tO evEryonE,aNdd mE,dUnn hAvE tO wOrry abOut aNything,jUx anything...sOmEtImEs i hAtE mysElf,sOmEtImEs i lOvE bEing mysElf...sO wAd actuAlly i wAn? izZit frEedOm? or izZit sOmEthing elsE? hAix...sOmEtImEs im rEally sO tirEd of evEry sInglE tHing...aNdd wIsh thAt i dO nOt nEed tO chOosE hOng chA or lu chA...(fOr thOsE nv wAtch my MVP vAlEntInE, chOosE hOng chA or lu chA mEans yOu arE mAking dEcisiOns)...lOlx...why...why mUx hUmAns bE crEatEd nEhx...aNdd why mux i bE crEatEd...
onE mUx nOt rUn awAy frOm rEality...i dUnn wIsh tO...bUt at thE sAmE tImE...i wIsh tO...sO wAd exActly i wAn? dOtx...k lAhx...dUnn crAp lE...shAll rOund off frOm hErE...yI jUn iSh in trOublE!~ lOlx...
Tuesday, November 16, 2004
1:40 PM
lOlx...siAnx diaO agAin...tOdAe at hOmE nOthing tO dO...it's rAinIng agAin wOrghx...why mUx rAin nEhx? aNdd why mUx thErE bE rAin in thIs wOrldd? dOtx! hAhAx...nO chOicE ahx,bO liaOx,sO anyhOw tOk tOk lOrx...wEet!~ hMmx...hOpE wuNn rAin on thUrx bAhx...wEll...thUrx tHink gOing outt wIth thE sAmE old peOplE bAhx...my lEsbiAn pArtnEr-bO haO,jUn wEi...aNdd mIngz...gOnnA ask thEm tO wEar supEr nIcE,hAhAx...cOx mAybE tAkIng neOprInts wIth thEm...hMmx...dunO lAhx...tHink tHink onlyy...not 1o0% surE...lOlx!~ sO siAnx at hOmE lEhx...hAhAx...but still mUx stAy at hOmE...cOx sIs aNdd brOthEr not at hOmE...mUm alOnE at hOmE vEh siAnx onE,sO mux stAy at hOmE pEi tA lOrx... =) sO frEnds,thAt's thE rEasOn why i cAnOt kEep on gO out,sO if i rEjEctEd yOur rEquEst,s0rriE lAhx...if y0uu wAnn,cAn arrAngE anOthEr tImE...hAhAx...lOlx...t0dAe ish likE puttIng a fuLl-stOp tO wHich klAz im gOing lE...cOx im sO fAn,dunO whIch onE i wAn...eNdd up nOt dEcIdIng...wAs likE stAy in 3/1...but dunO rIght chOicE anOtx...mUm hAd kEptt on aSking mE shE gO aNdd sEe if 3/3 gOt plAcE anOtx...blAhblAhblAh,y0uu nOe,dO shO mUch,jUx fOr tHis littlE nAughty dAughtEr,mE...but i rEally duN wAn fAn lE...aNdd duN wAn tO mA fAn my mUm...thOugh shE sAe nOt mA fAn...aNdd wEi lE wO...shE gO pIng yI pIng fOr mE alsO zhii dE dE...hAix...y0uu sEe...sUch gOod mOthEr whErE gO fInd nEhx...but...hAix...bOth klAz gOt my frEnds,3/3 mOrE lAhx...but if i gO 3/3...cOx biO a lOt of tHigns tO rMb lOrx,thEn scArEd i cAn't mAnAgE,cOx my mEmOry iSh rEally vEh vEh bAd dE...thEn gO 3/1...scArEd my chEmistry...cOx i cAn sAe thAt i hAtE chEmIstry tO thE cOrE...lOlx...shO fAn ritEx...jUx hOpE thAt nO mAttEr wAd klAz im gOing...i will jUx mAnAgE wEll in my studiEs...aNdd chAng chAng gEt gOod rEsults... =)
Monday, November 15, 2004
5:07 PM
hAix...shO siAnx tOdAe at hOmEe...suppOsEd tO gO out wIth shEldOn tOdAe...but hE sAe vEh tirEd nOrghx...chAngE tO tMl...but thurx im gOing outt...sO cAnOt kEep on gO outt mAhx...sO i rEjEctEd lE...lOlx...shO sAd ahx...hAhAx...pPl ask mE outt bUt diO rEjEct...sOrriE shEldOn,nExt tImE thEn pEi yOuu chu qu okiEx...wEll...sOmE pPl arE hAvIng fuN at eAst cOast nOw...wOndErr wAdd thEyy arE dOing...hAhAx...rAinIng wOrghx...nO gOod lEhx...kEep rAinIng...lAi...lEt's sIng a sOng...''rAin rAin gO awAy,cOmE agAin at anOthEr dAe''...hAhAx...dOtx!~ hMmx...wAd elsE nEhx...shO lOng nEvEr gO out lE...evErytImE at hOmE zO bO...thAt tImE gO jOb hUntIng whOlE dAe...nO shOu huO...hAix...sO intEnd tO bUck up in my studiEs lOrx...but hOlidAes nOw...nO mOod tO dO hOmEwOrk aNdd rEvisEe...hOww? hAhAx...okOk...stOp my crAp...lOlx!~ but still cOnsidEring jObx lAhx...aNyonEe whO gOt kAng taO (lObAng) mUx tEll mE hOrx...gOt a fEw tHings wIsh tO buyy...bUt expEnsIvE mAnx...hAhAx...likE hAndphOnE...aNdd thE adIdAs shOes...whEn it jUx (shAng shii) outt fOrr peOplE tO buy,i jiu biO daO hEn jiu lE...biO until nOww...frOm nObOdy buyy...cOx thEyy hAvEnt nOe mAhx...until nOw in skOol gOt a fEw pPl buyy lE...lOlx...vEh nIcE aNdd cOol dE shOes lAi dE...wIth a lOt of sO-cAllEd vAndAlizAtiOn on thE shOes...k lAhx...dUnn tOk abt thEsE tHing lE...rEally hOpE thAt my mAths cAn imprOvE mAnx...or elsE daO lE sEc 3 jIu wAn dAn lE...gOnE cAsE...hEhEx...shAll writE untiL hErE thEn...yI jUn daO cI yI yOu...sAyO!~
Sunday, November 14, 2004
9:26 PM
im sO pIsSed off nOw...wAd right dO thEy hAvE tO cAll mE nAmEs ahx? i duN evEn nOe thEm...i hEard it frOm my frEnd tt thEy cAll mE irritAtIng nAmEs...thEy cOwArds aHx...oNlyy dArE tO tOk bEhInd peOplE's bAck...cOmE in frOnt of mE aNdd tEll mE strAight lAhx...jEalOus izzit? Or elsE i dunO yOuu,why mUx cAll mE nAmEs...i hAtE tHis kIndA peOplE...a buNch of 100% cOwArds...suO tOu wu gUi!~ i dArE tO writE hErE...wO wEn xIn wU kUi...yOuu all lEhx...i duN evEn nOe yOuu all...if yOuu all nOw rEading my blOg...bu fu qi dE huA cOmE fInd mE lAhx...evErythIng jiAng qIng chU...mEi yOuu jiaO yAng!
aiyO...sOrriE ahx...i shOu yAng...thEn gO try othEr typE of tAg blOg mAhx...thEn hOrx,i dunO thE mEssAgE pPl wrOtE will bE dElEtedd awAyy eHx...but at thE end thE fIrx onE i usE nIcEr,sO i chAngE bAck nOrghx...hAix...rEgrEtt chAngIng siA...sOrriE...tO jiA mIn...wAn jOo...fOllOwEdd by mIngz...
hAix...tOdAe rEalizEd my thE othEr blOg thE picturE gOt prObx...gO thE mypicgallery.cOm chEck...sOmEthing wrOng wIth thE wEbsitE nOrghx...cAusE my picturE cAnOt bE sEen...hMph...wAd's thE prObx wIth thE wEbby nEhx...hAix...lOlx...aNdd shOo fEd-upp wIth my cOm. tOdAe...kEep on gOt thE pOpp-upp tHingy...shOo irritAtIngg onE...hAhAx...lOlx...tOdAe fEeling iSh mIxEd dE...or rAthEr evErydAe ish likE thAt...hAhAx...shO mAny unsOlvEd prObx...hAvE tO shAng naO jIng evErydAe...but sOon onE of thEm will bE gOnE bAhx...wHich ish thE sUbjEct cOmbinAtiOn...cOx i kEep on dElAyIng...surE cAnOt chAngE liaOx lE...hAix...appEal fOr 3/4...aNdd sAe nO plAcE...aNdd sAe 3/3 whichh iSh thE fIrx chOicE i put in my optiOn fOrm hAvEe plAcE...thEy cAllEd on fridAe...aNdd rUshing mE fOr an answErr...wAs a suddEn cAll...aNdd bU zhii suO cuO dE wO jiu sAe stAy in 3/1 wIthOut aNyy hEstitAtiOn lE...sOoOo mAnyy mA fAnn...mIght aS wEll at fIrx putt mE in 3/3 whEn thE pOsting ish outt...or rAthEr duN chAngE thE stupid cOmbinAtiOn...hAix...i rEally dunO hOw...hOw...but sOmEhOw i fOundd my mOm iSh shOo wEi dA...aNdd im shOo tOuchEdd...btw...i wAn tO tEll evEryonE thAt...my mOthEr iSh grEat,shE rOx...thE bEst mOthEr in thE whOlE wOrldd``....sOmEtImEs tHink wAd shE hAd dOnE fOr tHis fAmilyy aNdd eAch aNdd evEryonE of us,i rEally cAn cry mAnx...nOt bcOx hOw bAd shE trEatEd us,cOx shE nEvEr tReat us bAd,instEad,iSh shOoOoOo gOod!~ i fElt shO bliSsEd tO hAvE hEr as my mOthEr...i aM shOo prOud of hErr...kKx...lOlx...i sAe until shO fAr awAy frOm wAd i tOk abt jUx nOw lE...hAhAx...sO hOrx...nOw...i kIndA shAng naO jIng lOrx...xIng qIng alwAes shO chEn zhOng onE...shuO bu cHu dE tOng kuu...hAhAx...k lAhx...jiu writE daO zhE li...nxt tImE thEn updAtE...or mAybE i shuAng shuAng jiu anytImE updAtE bAhx...chOw!~
Saturday, November 13, 2004
9:04 PM
wAd's thE prOblEm wIth mE...
th e g ir l*
16
jsps - amkss
ncc air
13 february 1990
w i sh i n g f or*
bring my parents to overseas with my siblings; a hardworking me; GREAT grades in olvls this year
